i thought about things too much ytd and ended up crying. im just so fed up with freaking labels. he-man, hulk, are not ideal names for me. yeah so what if i have broad shoulders. you think i created myself and i was thinking "oh im gonna be a dancer..." but i gave myself broad shoulders?

i might as well not be a dancer then. i go be swimmer lah happy? you freak of a woman. you made veron and melissa so stressed and what do you pay them? freaking peanuts. until they cant even leave your stupid shop to even rehearse. you and your ambitions. you expect everyone to go for the freaking performance when all of our items(6 or 7) except one, are all reused. you think that the amount of performances are enough to draw in crowds?(total, over 18 items)

people wanna see new stuff even tho most of the stuff is new, except ours. we hate you. hear that? no one likes you. you witch. with your haggard face when you dont put on concealer. even when you put we can see your eyebags.

its too bad, cos i love dancing and perofrming and the magic of the stage. you call yourself christian but you call me hulk. and ask me to lose weight in front of the rest. before im supposed to go on stage. FREAK. im not even fat.