okay. i one of my previous posts i was like mentioning how it was like multiple choice. A, or B.
WELL, I CHOOSE A! B CAN GODAIKTHXBAI.
8D and i feel immensely happy.
however, i can't choose between kyle and skandar. both are so cute.
HAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHH OMG BEING NORMAL IS SO NICE.
hmmm.
im outta the black hole i was in. the bottomless pit. thank you Lord for sending my angel who makes me laugh. who smses me for no good reason. who makes me feel like a normal girl. who is christian. who has helped me get out of the emotional mess i was in. who pulled my out of my self-induced black hole/bottomless pit. (: you know i feel like telling the entire world about A.
AND A DOESNT EVEN KNOW BAHAHAHAHAH.
man, i can't believe i was this sad over you. you're not worth it, at all.
okay imma watch so you think you can dance now. <3
Saturday, June 28, 2008
idk what to post. hmmm.
oh. in kyle's facebook pics, my B♥ETHAN poster is pictured! THOSE ARE MY HANDS! .__. why so excited haha.
THERE! do you see it! haha maybe kyle's trying to hint to us something. maybebethanisrealandtheyaretogether8D
HA. i'm still happy i'm indirectly in one of his fb photos idk why. and he still hasnt added me on fb. Zzz. why should i be happy right! anyway there's another pic with another poster which says i want to let you get to me or something like that. haha but i still think radley is the best. 8D
k my dad is like. obsessed with learning how to make bread.
OFF TO DO MY LEARNING JOURNAL! 8D
Friday, June 27, 2008
went to see the doc today about my heart burn thingy.
yesterday i like ate keropok then i had it. wtf lor, one piece only! then when i went to sleep about 35min later i lie down then it was like super pain and i couldn't breathe. D:
anyway i have to ate medicine now, to reduce the acidity of my gastric juices. now, i cant drink caffinated drinks and junk food. like potato chips and keropok hahaha. omg that means no laska also. OMG. no chilli either. cos chilli is acidic. ahhhhhh that means no more malay food! no oranges, no lemons, no grapes, no fried chicken, fried fish, ...
i am destined to live on porridge.
ahhh. i hope this is temporary! lol.
anyway we met jayne today! 8D
i met jayne at serangoon mrt. at first it was at vivo but wahlim was going to lie to her mum or something so we went to bishan cos it was closer to her home. then unluckily, wahlim smsed her mum the wrong message, and got found out. her mum ordered her to go home. so D:
anyway wahlim gave jayne her present! so cute, the keychain thingy. uh and we had one of jayne's cookies! i ate joey(the pig)! haha then we went down to bishan and bade farewell to wahlim. then we met bao and then went up to watch a movie. i wanted to watch narnia but then it's no longer in cinemas! D: so sad. i wanted to ogle at skandar. LOL
so we went to watch the incredible hulk instead. it's not bad at all! and i like liv tyler. is that how you spell her name? haha and jayne gave bao her belated birthday present! a drawing of joe. bao about exploded. HAHAHA
then after that i called my mum and she agreed to let me have dinner with them. we went to yoshinoya to eat. uh jayne had beef, i had prawn and bao had salmon. then we talked till about 7.30 then i had to come home.
whee thats about it! i kept going "yayyyyy!" xD
jayne my twin 8D i hope i'll see you again soon! ;D
and winnie! and leeyee and claire and vivien and weenie and everyone else.
i havent seen monica yet! from far, yes, but never actually met her. and cait! i hope monee and cait are okay D:
they're both sick. monee had high fever and went to the hospital yesterday on her birthday D: and cait has food poisoning and is the hospital now. DDD:
sigh. and cait is leaving singapore like for good in like august/october or something. i hope her mum decides to leave in oct. then we can meet cait for singfest or something. sighhhhhhh.
okay im going to sleep now. tired. and i have tuition tomorrow. whoot. i have to do homework tmr!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
COW I STILL HAVE BIO TYS NOT DONE!
ZzzZzzZzz
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D:
HMWK FTL.
at least there's tomorrow at vivo to look forward to. (:
you know, right at this moment, i'd like to just fall sick. really really sick. and not go for tuition. i dont know who to write a letter about the sydney trip!!! i cant translate properly! ugh.
also, i have e math, and a math not done. and the sydney learning journal. i'm so dead. i wont have no sleep tonight. D:
and. we won debate. which means i have to suffer (yet again) aotehr round of stressing my brain out. ugh. but tanya was amazing! 8D and thanks edward for helping us! this motion is such a bitch.
and yes, young people today ARE self centered and materialistic. i totally agree.
and HAHA andrew the tuition friend like to use ^-^ in his smses. so cute lol. and he wished me "Happeeee burfdaeeee!!"
HAHAHA!its not even my birthday. dk why he types like that. his eng is better than mine! :O
i should start getting used to the feeling of being busy. sec 4 will leave me half dead. i'm doing english tuition homework! but next year i'll stop i guess. besides, my tutor doesnt have any sec 3 students except me. the other two are sec 4. haha she actually asked me to be a private candidate for this year's o level english. does this mean i wont have to take it next year? HAHAHA
anyway debate tomorrow. -headdesks- the stress is amazing. we had one month and we frittered it away. D: oh well. sabrina said their team didnt have speeches either so... yeah. we'll all die tomorrow. but it will be a pretty amazing experience. my first real debate hahaha.
i tell you being obsessed with skandar keynes is super shiok. i literally melt and swoon when i see his picture. haha and i fabricated a story in my brain about us~ okay am so not gonna tell anyone. lol.
hmm. nothing much, i guess. i really, really need to finish the homework.
amaths. emaths. chinese.
i detest doing maths. D: i dont even mind doing chinese as much as i mind doing maths. unless its easy. haha.
and today i felt like sleeping during chem. why are all the chem periods sleep inducing periods? Zzz. oh and we have a new hist teacher! finally. but we still have tan gim hua for social studies. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. eugene lee's teaching is not bad. yayyyyyy. lol
omg i smell food from the kitchen!<3
yay food! hahahaok do work kbai.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Even though i'm over it, i wont forget. but things seem so much clearer now. (:
and i was like so shiok today cos of something 8D
narnia nut narnia nut narnia nut.
it has a certain ring to it, lol.
ZOMG. i might have bio spa on friday! but im meeting jayne! D: i hope not. pleaseeeee noooooooo!
sigh.
WTF MAN STUPID DEBATE. STUPID CLEMENT LOH. DO RESEARCH WITH KILL YOU AH. YOUR OH SO DELICATE FINGERS WILL FALL OFF RIGHT. YOUR EYEBALLS WILL FALL OUT IF YOU READ THE WORDS OFF THE SCREEN RIGHT. YOUR SKIN WILL MELT OFF YOUR FACE DUE TO THE RADIAION RIGHT. DONT TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY THEN CHANGE SPEAKER LA. YOU THINK YOU VERY INDISPENSABLE MEH. GO AND DIE LAH, SERIOUSLY. YOUR STUPID EGO IS THE SIZE OF ALL THE LAND OF THE WORLD PUT TOGETHER. PERHAPS EVEN THE SIZE OF THE OCEANS PUT TOGETHER.
YOUR EGO IS BIGGER THAN JOEY'S EVEN. GO LIKE, SCREW YOURSELF. YOU THINK YOU VERY BIG LAH.
-breathes-
YOU SUCK, ASS.
okay i feel better. I HOPE YOU READ THIS, CLEMENT LOH.
im counting of the proposition's inability to think on their feet to help us like, throw them off balance. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
dont. have. speeches. and i really dont know how in the world to do rebuttals. it feels like im having a crash course in debate.
but honestly wasn't too bad except that i kept zone-ing out during lesson, and i wasn't even day dreaming. i was just staring into space thinking of nothing.
anyway dance today wasn't that bad either, thanks to the lovely metal railing which the school calls a barre and parquet flooring. the floor is wonderful. i love it. made me feel so ballet-y. and we did like stretching like at the barre and i was happy~.
haha chinese dance never passed by so quickly before.
anyway, i heard some news today and i'm seriously appalled. there was a point where i told myself i don't care anymore. to the heck with my values. but my values and beliefs are worth so much more than what a short-lived fling thing.
but seriously. aren't you making yourself a little too like, crudely put, sluttish and totally easy?
who knows if you'll know if i'm talking about you. you look so innocent but idk, you're just a wolf in sheep's skin? but really, i'm over all that and over him and over you and over that whole fiasco. i'm worth like, so much more. i won't just let myself crumble.
hmm. speaking of which i really need to do my quiet time EVERYDAY. wasn't easy to finally understand certain things and that God is really here for me no matter what. and not keeping in constant communication with him can ruin that.
like susan. aslan said he was in our world, just that he had a different name. and that but bringing them to narnia they might understand him better in our world. so i guess susan stopped believeing in narnia and aslan cos she didn't go and find out who he was in our world, and didn't remind herself of narnia. and then subsequently she didn't get to go back in the end.
Dear Lord,
thank you for narnia and C.S. Lewis.
i'm glad narnia helped me make a connection with stuff, haha.
i have to do so many things. and i wont be able to do this without God.
1. DO HOMEWORK 2. DO QUIET TIME 3. DEBATE! 4. DRAMATIC BIBLE READING COMPETITION. 5. PREPARE LESSON FOR KSS. (and do it properly.) 6. DO TUITION HOMEWORK
idk seems easy when i list it out but when you have distractions such as the computer it's difficult, y'know?
maybe me listing it here will remind me.
wow i didn't expect this post to be so long! haha hmm.
narnia ftw!
OH the chat is being wonky/gay atm. i go in, i see no one but monica is there. and lee yee is there but we cant see each other...
JOEY ZEHR COME FIX THIS RIGHT NOW!
okay gonna bathe. meeting jayne on friday1 -stoked- my feelings twin! yay! hahahaha
Saturday, June 21, 2008
there you go! the entire song plus the lyrics too! 8D
too bad no action from the movie.
i r narnia nut.
i love narnia.
the books, the movies, and a certain actor by the name of skandar keynes.
i love C.S Lewis. i love Andrew Adamson. i love skandar. i love william. i love anna. i love georgie. i love ben. i love tilda swinton. i love liam neeson. i love peter dinklage who played trumpkin. i love the guy who voiced reepicheep, the mouse. i love love love all of them.
this feels worse than loving the click five, because there are more characters than band members, and more movies.
oh but i love them. i truly do.
like, i've posted so much but i really need to get this out!
KYLE PATRICK DICKHERBER HAS NOT ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK YET!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
WHEN WILL YOU ADD ME HUH?!?!?
and how come leon is kyle's friend ah. -confused-
ugh patrick/dickherber! i hate chu! and zehr! i hate chu too!
Zzz.
i keep listening to The Call on repeat. it's such such a beautiful song. i teared~
my favourite scene! the ending scene, actually. i love the part when they hug after the kiss. so much more emotion than the actual kiss itself. omg im such a romantic. haha and edmund! <3
after the kiss...
lucy: are you sure that when i'm older i'll understand? edmund: i'm older and i don't think i want to understand!
lol so cute. the ending song is called The call by Regina Spektor. it's lovely.
It started out as a feeling Which then grew into a hope Which then turned into a quiet thought Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder 'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back When you call me No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing Doesn't mean it's never Been this way before
All you can do is try to know Who your friends are As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon And follow the light
You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye
You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning It's just a feeling and now one knows yet But just because they can't feel it too Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger 'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye
You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye
it's an amazing song.
psst im trying to rip the movie off the internet~ shhhhhhhhh
OMG. some in youtube said that susan doesnt go back to narnia in 'the last battle'cos she stopped believeing in narnia and aslan.
that. is. so. sad!!!
D:
but peter, edmund and lucy are in a "train crash" or something but they get transported back to narnia and live there happily ever after.
why, susan, whyyyy! i feel so sad. damn sad. super sad. whyyyyyy.
I HAVE BAD NEWS.
JOEY BROKE THE BOARDS! (yet again)
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grr. -smacks joey-
and why is tv so boring on saturdays. dont really want to watch old reruns of prison break, dont want to watch gundam send destiny, defo dnw to watch that chinese wu xia thingy.
i want mtv! and maybe disney hahaha.
i have to do some chinese letter thingy for chinese tuition. so ftl. whyyy so siannn. ph the parents are coming back today. so much for the ~party~ i was gonna have haha
i have to tell them i lost the money! D: this is so bad. but at least they're back.
oh well there's church tomorrow.
next week we're celebrating youth day! heh good food on the way 8D~ dang i forgot we have dramatic bible reading!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is very bad. i think i'll... um... die.
D:
HAHAHA I ASKED MY MAID TO BUY KOKO CRUNCH FOR ME 8D~
haha dnw the soft, old honey stars which is in the cupboard.
BY GUM I DO BELIEVE I HAVE READ THE SILVER CHAIR BEFORE!
just dont remember, thats all.
and damn i have heart burn again. sucks.
Heartburn or pyrosis is a painful or burning sensation in the esophagus, just below the breastbone usually associated with regurgitation of gastric acid. The pain often rises in the chest and may radiate to the neck, throat, or angle of the jaw
hurts like idk what. but it hurtsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
i have completed my short chinese story which is due today.
it is 1133 words long.
i feel extremely accomplished.
and i just read the voyage of the dawn treader again. it was in my room. (borrowed from school library)
i also have the horse and his boy. these two books are waaaaay overdue. i shall read the horse and his boy again and return them when school reopens.
now i really, really want to read the silver chair, the last battle and prince caspian.
pretty pretty please?
narnia is enchanting. and oh oh in this interview, william moseley said they went to some comic book convention, and there was really bad b.o. and it was really putrid. who in the world uses putrid in normal, everyday speech?!?!
its like really queen's english. british english ftw. if they use the word putrid normally then imagine what kind of words they use in essays!!! oh gosh i feel really mediocre right now. must read more books classics by british authors. no offence to the americans, but what if i get confused and use realize instead of realise? or color instead of colour? but i think i'll still read eclipse. idk whether stepanie meyer is american or not, but i think so. haha. omg i really want to read more narnia rn.
and to all teenies. skandar is strictly mine, you hear? gtfo gtfo. i know i sound just like a teenie but idrc. skandar is mineeeeeeeeeee, tyvm.
alright, i think i've sorta jumped over to livejournal. not really, still waiting for liwei to help with my sadly plain lj.
anyway, i think i'm really really obsessing over skandar. kind of like click when i first started liking click. therefore, i am currently a skandar teenie. please steer clear of me. 8D
haha and you'd better not try to steal him from me! (do you hear me nicole de silva?) if not you'd better prepare yourself for a lovely catfight.
nah just kidding.
i really want to watch narnia again for the third time. tempting. and i'm so gonna buy the dvd when it comes out.
im a narnia fan/teenie!
william moseley, anna popplewell, skandar keynes, georgie henley, ben barnes, tilda swinton, liam neeson, i love all of them 8D
of course i love the director andrew adamson cos without him there wouldnt be a film. now i fel the strange strong desire to work on the set of narnia: voyage of the dawn treader. but i know that it'll be impossible. still, a girl can dream.
haha i can be georgie's personal assistant...not.
ahh i'll miss william and anna in voyage! D:
oh and can some kind soul who owns all the books of narnia lend them to me to read? if not then need to borrow from library, which is very Zzz cos im a very lazy person. maybe i'll ask my dad to buy or something. its a classic what! can buy can buy! 8D
i've only read the magician's nephew, the lion the witch and the wardrobe, the horse and his boy, the voyage of the dawn treader.
i only remember what the magician's nephew, the lion the witch and the wardrobe and the horse and his boy were about. i barely remember voyage, and i remember being so excited cos i wanted to read the silver chair and the last battle so badly.
i delightfully forgot about prince caspian hahaha.
gosh i really really love the books 8D
cannot wait for voyage to come out!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
okay i've switched from william obsession to skandar obsession. plus, skandar's 17, which means the age gap is perfect. 8D
oh i know you want photos.
so so so adorable. <3 oh hello you so man. haha btw he's not really holding the flashlight. photo manipulation. LOL i wish he'd have a flashlight photoshoot 8D~ hahaha someone made this icon.credit
therefore, skandar keynes = <3
heheh 8D
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
went out with wahlim and cyn today! we watched the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian
now, i know everyone's gushing about how hot ben barnes(prince caspian) is, and i absolutely agree, but dont you agree that william moseley (king peter) is hot as well?
dont believe me?!?!
haha i tried my hand at making icons. i'll show you that william is damn hot 8D~
omg i phail at making icons! D:
fine i'll just post photos.
heh. look at that. 8D~ i purposely saved this for last. who gonna tell me he aint hot now?!?! 8D~
i was spazzing when i found this photo! haha! i was like omg hot omg hot hahaahahaha
okay more photos! 8D so sweet right! anna popplewell (susan) is so busty! 8D skandar keynes (edmund) is the future hottie! georgie henley (lucy) is future babe 8D
haha in short, im in love with narnia. kthxbai.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Wide Awake by Making April
My mistake, you should never be afraid to cut your losses now I know, now I know It was mine to make, I was putting up a fight for worthless causes now I know, just to let it go I was dying for our moment to arrive now I'm running further just to feel alive
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes there's not a shot in this life I might as well give up and save all my good luck for when I've when I've got the extra change you can move aside cause now I'm wide awake
Calling out you don't even pick it up on nights and weekends over and over Talk about not giving up for all the wrongest reasons over and over How was I mislead for so much time? when it's all been said and done I'll be alright
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes there's not a shot in this life I might as well give up and save all my good luck for when I've when I've got the extra change you can move aside cause now I'm wide awake
But is it getting any better yet? Is it getting any better yet? Well is it getting any better yet?
The word is out that I'm not giving in and if you're ready by now well it's too late to begin
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes there's not a shot in this life I might as well give up and save all my good luck for when I've when I've got the extra change you can move aside cause now I'm wide awake
wahlim says i should forget. but i dont know, its hard to. i was feeling normal than WHAM! feeling not normal again. anyway the song made me tear(again.) something needs to either happen or stop. the feeling of being led on is pretty much horrible.
anyway i think my mood ring is wonky. its always blue when i put it on! before that was purple, which is the 'love' colour, then i put it on and it turned to green then quickly turned to blue. blue is supposed to be 'normal', so idk whats up with it. oh well. it changes colour so im happy already haha.
im being damn obvious on my blog, so this is probably the last post which will outright refer to my sad, sad situation. haha or maybe not. i never keep my resolutions.
oh shit i missed tuition. shall change it to friday. Zzz.
i've been a bad girl! i skipped chinese dance HAHAHAHAHA
8D but im going for maths tuition. i am. serious! really! no kidding! lol.
i feel my fats complaining. ugh i shall join bianca at her ballet class la.
ballet > chinese dance, srsly.
okay i wan to kill teenies in the sg thread right now. they only go to singapore related threads and do nothing to mingle in with the rest. they use horrible grammar, punctuation, vocab, blah.
for example:
I when for the Singapore and Genting wan.. I think 2 also good but Singapore have more fans then the show at Genting..
seriously, when=went??? maybe you can excuse the singlish, but when=went? is there something wrong with your brain? and who are you to say that singapore has more fans. singapore has more teenies, more like. the number of real fans definitely was more at the genting concert. you judge so hastily yet you dont know anything.
ugh i wanted like correct her but i didnt. im not kait. i dont want to create fights. but her english is really really horrible. its not even like when we purposely butcher english in the azn thread or in chatgasm.
okay i couldnt resist. i corrected her. but its gonna help her in the long run. what if she meets kait. Zzz. but i doubt she will. kait doesnt go into the sg thread. no reason for her to do that. and i doubt that girl will venture out of the sg thread.
okay the boards really take up a lot of my life. not that i mind, chatgasm and CC have changed certain aspects of my life. for the better. 8D but they made me more like, evil. HAHA cant phrase this properly. like bashing teenies? i have loads of urge to do that now. unlike last time i wouldnt. yup.
but ugh. stupid teenies get to take photos with them. and they complain about not getting an individual shot. the guys deserve more than just teenies.
bah. but teenies arent so bad, they just need to learn their way around the boards. and stop gushing about the guys so much, except when the time is appropriate, like i did. then you become a fan. not like natasha, who is an ***ULTIMATE FAN*** but still pretty much is a freaking teenie. idg how she can become ultimate fan in just six months. oh well. they're even more lifeless than me.
okay non tc5 boardies must be confused. 8D just ignore this post lor!
besides, this post is also meant to take my mind of the impending pile of homework i'll have to finish up. at least i finished eng and chinese 8D
i hope nothing else crops up and makes me moody and stuff. i like my life normal and uneventful.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
omg today is a bad wallet day D:
i lost my freaking wallettttttt. found it at gv later on, BUT ALL MY NOTES WERE GONE. THE BLOODY THIEF TOOK $26. SERIOUSLY. THAT WAS MY MONEY FOR TOPPING UP MY PHONE AND FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK. WHILE MY PARENTS ARE OVERSEAS. IHATE YOU. I HOPE YOU ROLL DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS AND SPEND LOTS OF MONEY ON YOUR RECOVERY. and lose your ability to reproduce(taken from bao. omg you're so evil.)
UGHHHHHH. I HOPE YOU GET CAUGHT AND DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!!!!! --- and then i think i got set up yesterday. seriously. if you have something to say spit it out. and the rest of you, please stop, stop all this nonsense cos it aint funny. im royally pissed off.
D:
bad bad weekend. my parents are gonna kill me when they find out i lost $26.
and i feel like strangling you. yes, i act nice and civilised in front of you, but i dont like you. i dont really care if you see this, because im feeling very ungracious right now. i dont even know if you will know if im talking about you.
***
trying to feel better D:
anyway, faris got me hooked on to No Air. seriously, i was mocking the song previously, like before i heard it. like, no air! cannot breathe! lol. and i also made fun of tattoo. like, hasnt jordin sparks heard that you can remove tattos, even though its painful. heh.
ok. need to sleep. dance tmr, which i do not feel like going for. and there's maths tuition. ughhhh. can i skip it. please. sian no must be responsible~ while the parents are gone. HAHA yeah right.
Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe there's no air, no air
Saturday, June 14, 2008
All of yours - Making April
My blood bleeds red For all those thoughts you left unsaid Well how could you let your guard down And let me impose We’re dying the further this thing goes
Well can we go back to where we were before You dropped your heart on my floor ‘Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking No you’d never catch me blinking that night ‘Cause I was all of yours
But don’t say we became too late Well I just think you’re humouring yourself Let me say one more thing before you fly And this charade is out of sight I’ve been wrong but now I’m right So let your precious sky come down on you tonight
I’m right outside With every useless key I’ve tried You’re seamlessly wrapped in secrets Unraveling now But you don’t know just why or how
Can we go back to where we were before You dropped your heart on my floor ‘Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking No you’d never catch me blinking that night ‘Cause I was all of yours
But don’t say we became too late Well I just think you’re humouring yourself Let me say one more thing before these Beautiful mistakes we’ve made run dry Well I thought this would all blow by And everything would just turn out alright And this would all be fine So say goodbye to days like these I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes Well maybe not this time
either you say it, or you don't. please, choose one and act on it. stop hanging in mid-air. it's painful and confusing. so please, resolve this. one can only take so much.
my parents are on their way to kalimantan, which is ike the indonesian part of borneo, i think. they're there to recee for future mission trips. they left this afternoon. i'll be going there next time. haha quite fun 8D the pastor guy there had a son! heh heh.
okay anyhow i'm sort of home alone ith my brother, grandmother and maid. (who wants to party when my brother's not around?) LOL just kidding. no parties here.
omg i just had heartburn. freaking painful. i went to lie down then i fell asleep for like half an hour. still hurts a little. not sure of it's really heartburn or something else. Zzz. must be the potato chips. they're so yummy but so cynful. hurhurhur.
okay so now i have a couple of photos from sherrie. or should i say mon cheri? haha.
ashwin! he's our buddy! we were grouped by rooming, so here are my roommates! i had so much fun with you guysmy face shall not be seen. isn't cameron cute? 8D haha i was playing around with photobucket's edit image thing. this is my favourite photo so far. :D and i like the effect! esp with the shirt. haha.
oh wanna hear the story behind my shirt? it's a men's shirt right, so it's like a boyfriend shirt. then during one of the drama workshops, we had to do this airport scene. lol okay so faris had a wife(sherrie) and a daughter(long wen) but he had a mistress! (gasp its me!) and then he went to visit his best friend(ren jun) in another country and conveniently told the both of them to come fetch him when he returned. wife and mistress both dont know about each other. whoo nice story huh. haha so we meet him at the airport and gasp! wife finds out about mistress and mistress finds out about wife. both give him a slap and become bffs, they dont need cheating, lying men like him (HAHA sorry faris) and then faris gets back on the plane and goes back to his best friend. whee.
haha then when i wore the shirt i was like it's my boyfriend's shirt! and then gideon was like eh faris your shirt arh. lol so it became his shirt. hah but it's like XL and i paid for it lor. cheapskate leh, faris. you buy the shirt but i pay for it. D8 unless you give me 20 AUD la. heh. then you've paid for the shirt! 8D
omg i love this shirt. plus my cheapo 5 AUD diva heart locket necklace. plus my giordano cheap 20 SGD black jeans plus the cheapo 9SGD bossini turquiose long top. whee. my fave outfit! its a lovely cheapo outfit! 8DDD
um shoesss... can switch here and there. haha.
okay i need to ask shaun, renjun, shannen, tanya, angela to send me photos! not sure if i took pictars with marilyn or not. and i dont know how long wen and xiao yang can send me their photos, so...nevermind.
whee! okay i'm about done with this post.
oh and happy belated birthday to bao! joey broke the boards when i was leaving so i couldnt wish you earlier. you're legal, so um... have fun! haha. booze flavoured bao!
Friday, June 13, 2008
did you miss me? say you missed me! 8D
alright i have a serious lack of fibre. australians need to get more tasty veggies.
umm and i want to go to sydney boys' high school please make it co-ed.
cameron is so hot 8D and ashwin is damn nice.
ugh i cant blog properly. at least not now. go read sherrie's post when its done cos it'll be detailed haha
okok
-runs off to add sydney buddies online-
Friday, June 06, 2008
there you are <3
ZOMGWTF ethan playing his bass in the mic stand. and kyle's dancing. 8DDD
for me to watch when i come back from sydney!
joey broke the boards, that idiot. phatzer!
omg monee just told me phat = pretty hot and tempting. LAWL WTF?
ugh. i want to boards back! D:
omg i cant believe i wont be hearing There You Are for 6 freaking days. ugh. i want the audio!!! i have Dont Let Me Go! 8D
im missing the guys, Zzz. i want another concert. currently satisfying myself with loads of videos of their various performances.
okay i can't believe i'm doing my chinese compo! woah! lol.
omg yiwei said my posts were scary.
D:
AM I SCARY YOU BBZ? 8DDDD
maybe im too high. heh.
cow. the mother calls to ask me if i can go to the airport, the the father calls and asks the same thing. IM DOING MY HOMEWORK, PARENTS. x.x
omg im addicted to watching hld on the tour edition. theres a bethan moment! 8D and um. joe and kyle moment. and um. joe hair flipping. and kyle dancing. and ben being goofy. and kyle actually screams. at the end of the song. heh. i wish i was at MOS last year. Zzz. oh well nevermind.
ok do chinese comp bye bbz <3 ilyg.
click is in malaysia right now!
whee~ 8D i hope the girls have fun tmr!
okay i feel like posting pictures 8D
donna, bao and me! after the concert.
click clique productions in singapore~!
okay need to finish up homework or my mum will threaten to not let me go for sydney. ._.
okay i love you people :
shannen claudia chingmay <3 wahlim bao cait winnie jayne leeyee weenie claire cyn monee(click clique) <3
gonna miss you bbz when i go sydney, except for shannen cos she's going to sydney too heheh.
i want that cotton on belt thingy. ang a white men's shirt! and the F21 dress! omg want so many things. lol.
8DDD
sydney boys' high school heh. yup we going there for the school exchange. chingmay has instructed me to like, take truckloads of pictures. lol.
ok do hmwk bye loves~!
Thursday, June 05, 2008
I REFUSE TO PUT A VIDEO OF THERE YOU ARE BECAUSE I CANT FIND A NICE ONE. oops sry got caps. um and the hongkong one has this idiot girl screaming with teh hk accent.
lyrics~
Morning light Could you help me open my fragile eyes Shake me out of silence There you are There you are Lost at sea Counting on the winds and they carry me Back into my early days There you are There you are Dressed in sky, I know I'll find you just in time There you are ohhhh There you are ohhhh Memories took me to an empty page Honesty is written right infront of me There you are There you are Now late unwind It isn't always clearly timed There you are ohhhh There you are ohhhh Now show me I'll be waiting alone in the dark There you are There you are There you are ohhh There you are ohhh There you are ohhh There you are ohhh Now show me I'll be waiting alone in the dark There you are There you are There you are
pretty right. 8D
we have to wear formal wear to the airport and suffer from uncomfortable-ness for 7 hours. way to go, ms serenity wow.
p.s. our parents dont baby us, srsly. i cant imagine if you had kids, you'd be telling them to grow up when they're five. lucky for them you dont have kids.
ugh. i am so going to change in the plane, seriously.
sometimes i feel like strangling her. killing her. ugh. ugh.
okay kyle pic to make me happy.
8D~
okay a joe one to make bao explode. 8DDD
he looks damn cute right.
alright am happier now.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
haunting and sexy. whee~
ethan totally wrote this for ben.
***
alright i decided to do a proper post on the concert!
SUNDAY, 1st JUNE.
after church i went down to Bishan mrt. unknown to me, wahlim, bao and donna were already at popular, buying the boards and markers. i smsed wahlim but she didnt reply me till 30 min kater. i actually smsed bao and donna the exact same message. lol.
okay finally met them!!! we proceeded to the library to do the awesome banners. cyn(ful) met us there. after a like an hour we finished up and headed down to the indoor stadium by cab, since we were already pretty late. (next time we've got to meet earlier to do the banners)
okay we reached and waited for 3 hours. shall not talk about teenies cos i'd want to kill them~
the introductory video was done by charlie guese, joe's younger brother. 8D he's cute.
"Don't they look alike?" yes kyle. they are brothers. you just broke my lamedar.
HAHA. after the video the lovely white cloth dropped and the band started playing flipside.
i cant remember the sequences of the songs but they play everything except maryjane and the reason why from MMAP. summertime, so it goes, dont let me go, there you are, pump it up, and the beatles song which i fail to remember. i think its im looking through you.
ben saw the radley poster, smiled and nodded. did i mention we had eyesecks? 8D he also did the rock sign to us, which was SAODHJOFNHUODH!!! awesome. he also saw the bethan poster, lol. now joe saw the bethan poster and laughed. out loud. did i mention joe was particulary cute that day? xD ethan also saw the bethan sign, heh. he was like "huh" and cocked his head like gangsters do when they're like whut you wanna fight arh. XDDD
OH and joe looked at me and i was like JOE WE LOVE YOU!!! LOL he saw and turned back to his guitar and mouthed the lyrics to the song that was playing at the moment.
WE HONKED~ TO A HEADLIGHT DISCO.
i held up the bethan sign during addicted to me and long way to go, and also when ethan came over to ben's side. LAKSNDONBWUONU!!!!
whee~ i think the concert was awesome save for th fact that kyle did not look at me, and neither did he acknowledge the honk honk poster i was holding. Zzz.
oh well. still love these guys. joe also saw the joe-y guesezehrar sign and kinda squinted at it, LOL.
i can't wait for the next album, i fully expect it to be awesome. i also hope these five guys wont let their gold album let them gloat and revel in their success too much and continue making good music. dont be sell-outs, ever.
WHEE~ this is why i love the click five.
naysayers can stfu and gtfo tyvm.
this includes people like alex and jasper and paxton and eugene and other people who have told me they suck or they are gay. they are not gay, tyvm. you are the one that is gay.
8D
bathan cracks me up. now i think i shall proceed to the flyboys. heheh.
edit//
omg i totally forgot about the songs they performed from gfih!!! just the girl, catch your wave and good day. i was kinda surprised they did catch your wave.
and i loved the part when kyle sang jtg, and its
she runs on 100% proof ALCOHOL power, not attitude power, and surely dumb teenies would be like wtf i thought its attitude?!?! heheh. me and bao were like, ALCOHOLLLLL! YEAHHHHH! 8D
[okay end edit.]
listening to There You Are send shivers down my spine right now. very haunting. i want to rip the audio off the stupid lousy video but i don't know how. someone help?
omg. the part when they rock out the audio like siao. amplifiers. :/
Zzz.
Don't Let Me Go and There You Are should be on the next album. whee.
okay i finally updated my links! 8D
right have to do hmwk or my mum will positively kill me and threaten not to let me go for sydney, which i know she wont.
OMG i just realised that i freaking dreamt of serenity WOw. wtf. see her poweress. ._.
ugh my post doesnt make sense. w/e.
bye bbz.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
3e5 bbq today.
somehow i dont exactly feel very hyped up for this. i missed the click five on 987 muttons to midnight yesterday, and i didnt get to go stalk them with moneecheeze so that was quite a bummer.
and serenity WOw can go like, die. she told us we could like wear a dress to phantom right. then today i asked her and she was like NO?!?! its gna be cold and blah blah blah.
bleah. i h8 u.
ugh. i want meet and greet. shit shit shit shit shit.
i should be happy nowwwwww. why am i not happy. must think happy bethan thoughts.
KYLE... i r pissed. but never mind. IT WAS GREAT OTHER THAN THOSE IDIOTIC TEENIES. AND PEOPLE WHO KEPT STARING AT ME. GO AWAY, PPLZ. YOU SUCKS.
hah.
so many things to say, but my thoughts are all jumbled up. maybe next post when i've calmed down. right now i'm still super high.
8D
Monday, June 30, 2008
okay. i one of my previous posts i was like mentioning how it was like multiple choice. A, or B.
WELL, I CHOOSE A! B CAN GODAIKTHXBAI.
8D and i feel immensely happy.
however, i can't choose between kyle and skandar. both are so cute.
HAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHH OMG BEING NORMAL IS SO NICE.
hmmm.
im outta the black hole i was in. the bottomless pit. thank you Lord for sending my angel who makes me laugh. who smses me for no good reason. who makes me feel like a normal girl. who is christian. who has helped me get out of the emotional mess i was in. who pulled my out of my self-induced black hole/bottomless pit. (: you know i feel like telling the entire world about A.
AND A DOESNT EVEN KNOW BAHAHAHAHAH.
man, i can't believe i was this sad over you. you're not worth it, at all.
okay imma watch so you think you can dance now. <3
Saturday, June 28, 2008
idk what to post. hmmm.
oh. in kyle's facebook pics, my B♥ETHAN poster is pictured! THOSE ARE MY HANDS! .__. why so excited haha.
THERE! do you see it! haha maybe kyle's trying to hint to us something. maybebethanisrealandtheyaretogether8D
HA. i'm still happy i'm indirectly in one of his fb photos idk why. and he still hasnt added me on fb. Zzz. why should i be happy right! anyway there's another pic with another poster which says i want to let you get to me or something like that. haha but i still think radley is the best. 8D
k my dad is like. obsessed with learning how to make bread.
OFF TO DO MY LEARNING JOURNAL! 8D
Friday, June 27, 2008
went to see the doc today about my heart burn thingy.
yesterday i like ate keropok then i had it. wtf lor, one piece only! then when i went to sleep about 35min later i lie down then it was like super pain and i couldn't breathe. D:
anyway i have to ate medicine now, to reduce the acidity of my gastric juices. now, i cant drink caffinated drinks and junk food. like potato chips and keropok hahaha. omg that means no laska also. OMG. no chilli either. cos chilli is acidic. ahhhhhh that means no more malay food! no oranges, no lemons, no grapes, no fried chicken, fried fish, ...
i am destined to live on porridge.
ahhh. i hope this is temporary! lol.
anyway we met jayne today! 8D
i met jayne at serangoon mrt. at first it was at vivo but wahlim was going to lie to her mum or something so we went to bishan cos it was closer to her home. then unluckily, wahlim smsed her mum the wrong message, and got found out. her mum ordered her to go home. so D:
anyway wahlim gave jayne her present! so cute, the keychain thingy. uh and we had one of jayne's cookies! i ate joey(the pig)! haha then we went down to bishan and bade farewell to wahlim. then we met bao and then went up to watch a movie. i wanted to watch narnia but then it's no longer in cinemas! D: so sad. i wanted to ogle at skandar. LOL
so we went to watch the incredible hulk instead. it's not bad at all! and i like liv tyler. is that how you spell her name? haha and jayne gave bao her belated birthday present! a drawing of joe. bao about exploded. HAHAHA
then after that i called my mum and she agreed to let me have dinner with them. we went to yoshinoya to eat. uh jayne had beef, i had prawn and bao had salmon. then we talked till about 7.30 then i had to come home.
whee thats about it! i kept going "yayyyyy!" xD
jayne my twin 8D i hope i'll see you again soon! ;D
and winnie! and leeyee and claire and vivien and weenie and everyone else.
i havent seen monica yet! from far, yes, but never actually met her. and cait! i hope monee and cait are okay D:
they're both sick. monee had high fever and went to the hospital yesterday on her birthday D: and cait has food poisoning and is the hospital now. DDD:
sigh. and cait is leaving singapore like for good in like august/october or something. i hope her mum decides to leave in oct. then we can meet cait for singfest or something. sighhhhhhh.
okay im going to sleep now. tired. and i have tuition tomorrow. whoot. i have to do homework tmr!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
COW I STILL HAVE BIO TYS NOT DONE!
ZzzZzzZzz
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D:
HMWK FTL.
at least there's tomorrow at vivo to look forward to. (:
you know, right at this moment, i'd like to just fall sick. really really sick. and not go for tuition. i dont know who to write a letter about the sydney trip!!! i cant translate properly! ugh.
also, i have e math, and a math not done. and the sydney learning journal. i'm so dead. i wont have no sleep tonight. D:
and. we won debate. which means i have to suffer (yet again) aotehr round of stressing my brain out. ugh. but tanya was amazing! 8D and thanks edward for helping us! this motion is such a bitch.
and yes, young people today ARE self centered and materialistic. i totally agree.
and HAHA andrew the tuition friend like to use ^-^ in his smses. so cute lol. and he wished me "Happeeee burfdaeeee!!"
HAHAHA!its not even my birthday. dk why he types like that. his eng is better than mine! :O
i should start getting used to the feeling of being busy. sec 4 will leave me half dead. i'm doing english tuition homework! but next year i'll stop i guess. besides, my tutor doesnt have any sec 3 students except me. the other two are sec 4. haha she actually asked me to be a private candidate for this year's o level english. does this mean i wont have to take it next year? HAHAHA
anyway debate tomorrow. -headdesks- the stress is amazing. we had one month and we frittered it away. D: oh well. sabrina said their team didnt have speeches either so... yeah. we'll all die tomorrow. but it will be a pretty amazing experience. my first real debate hahaha.
i tell you being obsessed with skandar keynes is super shiok. i literally melt and swoon when i see his picture. haha and i fabricated a story in my brain about us~ okay am so not gonna tell anyone. lol.
hmm. nothing much, i guess. i really, really need to finish the homework.
amaths. emaths. chinese.
i detest doing maths. D: i dont even mind doing chinese as much as i mind doing maths. unless its easy. haha.
and today i felt like sleeping during chem. why are all the chem periods sleep inducing periods? Zzz. oh and we have a new hist teacher! finally. but we still have tan gim hua for social studies. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. eugene lee's teaching is not bad. yayyyyyy. lol
omg i smell food from the kitchen!<3
yay food! hahahaok do work kbai.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Even though i'm over it, i wont forget. but things seem so much clearer now. (:
and i was like so shiok today cos of something 8D
narnia nut narnia nut narnia nut.
it has a certain ring to it, lol.
ZOMG. i might have bio spa on friday! but im meeting jayne! D: i hope not. pleaseeeee noooooooo!
sigh.
WTF MAN STUPID DEBATE. STUPID CLEMENT LOH. DO RESEARCH WITH KILL YOU AH. YOUR OH SO DELICATE FINGERS WILL FALL OFF RIGHT. YOUR EYEBALLS WILL FALL OUT IF YOU READ THE WORDS OFF THE SCREEN RIGHT. YOUR SKIN WILL MELT OFF YOUR FACE DUE TO THE RADIAION RIGHT. DONT TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY THEN CHANGE SPEAKER LA. YOU THINK YOU VERY INDISPENSABLE MEH. GO AND DIE LAH, SERIOUSLY. YOUR STUPID EGO IS THE SIZE OF ALL THE LAND OF THE WORLD PUT TOGETHER. PERHAPS EVEN THE SIZE OF THE OCEANS PUT TOGETHER.
YOUR EGO IS BIGGER THAN JOEY'S EVEN. GO LIKE, SCREW YOURSELF. YOU THINK YOU VERY BIG LAH.
-breathes-
YOU SUCK, ASS.
okay i feel better. I HOPE YOU READ THIS, CLEMENT LOH.
im counting of the proposition's inability to think on their feet to help us like, throw them off balance. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
dont. have. speeches. and i really dont know how in the world to do rebuttals. it feels like im having a crash course in debate.
but honestly wasn't too bad except that i kept zone-ing out during lesson, and i wasn't even day dreaming. i was just staring into space thinking of nothing.
anyway dance today wasn't that bad either, thanks to the lovely metal railing which the school calls a barre and parquet flooring. the floor is wonderful. i love it. made me feel so ballet-y. and we did like stretching like at the barre and i was happy~.
haha chinese dance never passed by so quickly before.
anyway, i heard some news today and i'm seriously appalled. there was a point where i told myself i don't care anymore. to the heck with my values. but my values and beliefs are worth so much more than what a short-lived fling thing.
but seriously. aren't you making yourself a little too like, crudely put, sluttish and totally easy?
who knows if you'll know if i'm talking about you. you look so innocent but idk, you're just a wolf in sheep's skin? but really, i'm over all that and over him and over you and over that whole fiasco. i'm worth like, so much more. i won't just let myself crumble.
hmm. speaking of which i really need to do my quiet time EVERYDAY. wasn't easy to finally understand certain things and that God is really here for me no matter what. and not keeping in constant communication with him can ruin that.
like susan. aslan said he was in our world, just that he had a different name. and that but bringing them to narnia they might understand him better in our world. so i guess susan stopped believeing in narnia and aslan cos she didn't go and find out who he was in our world, and didn't remind herself of narnia. and then subsequently she didn't get to go back in the end.
Dear Lord,
thank you for narnia and C.S. Lewis.
i'm glad narnia helped me make a connection with stuff, haha.
i have to do so many things. and i wont be able to do this without God.
1. DO HOMEWORK 2. DO QUIET TIME 3. DEBATE! 4. DRAMATIC BIBLE READING COMPETITION. 5. PREPARE LESSON FOR KSS. (and do it properly.) 6. DO TUITION HOMEWORK
idk seems easy when i list it out but when you have distractions such as the computer it's difficult, y'know?
maybe me listing it here will remind me.
wow i didn't expect this post to be so long! haha hmm.
narnia ftw!
OH the chat is being wonky/gay atm. i go in, i see no one but monica is there. and lee yee is there but we cant see each other...
JOEY ZEHR COME FIX THIS RIGHT NOW!
okay gonna bathe. meeting jayne on friday1 -stoked- my feelings twin! yay! hahahaha
Saturday, June 21, 2008
there you go! the entire song plus the lyrics too! 8D
too bad no action from the movie.
i r narnia nut.
i love narnia.
the books, the movies, and a certain actor by the name of skandar keynes.
i love C.S Lewis. i love Andrew Adamson. i love skandar. i love william. i love anna. i love georgie. i love ben. i love tilda swinton. i love liam neeson. i love peter dinklage who played trumpkin. i love the guy who voiced reepicheep, the mouse. i love love love all of them.
this feels worse than loving the click five, because there are more characters than band members, and more movies.
oh but i love them. i truly do.
like, i've posted so much but i really need to get this out!
KYLE PATRICK DICKHERBER HAS NOT ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK YET!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
WHEN WILL YOU ADD ME HUH?!?!?
and how come leon is kyle's friend ah. -confused-
ugh patrick/dickherber! i hate chu! and zehr! i hate chu too!
Zzz.
i keep listening to The Call on repeat. it's such such a beautiful song. i teared~
my favourite scene! the ending scene, actually. i love the part when they hug after the kiss. so much more emotion than the actual kiss itself. omg im such a romantic. haha and edmund! <3
after the kiss...
lucy: are you sure that when i'm older i'll understand? edmund: i'm older and i don't think i want to understand!
lol so cute. the ending song is called The call by Regina Spektor. it's lovely.
It started out as a feeling Which then grew into a hope Which then turned into a quiet thought Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder 'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back When you call me No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing Doesn't mean it's never Been this way before
All you can do is try to know Who your friends are As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon And follow the light
You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye
You'll come back When it's over No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning It's just a feeling and now one knows yet But just because they can't feel it too Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger 'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye
You'll come back When they call you No need to say good bye
it's an amazing song.
psst im trying to rip the movie off the internet~ shhhhhhhhh
OMG. some in youtube said that susan doesnt go back to narnia in 'the last battle'cos she stopped believeing in narnia and aslan.
that. is. so. sad!!!
D:
but peter, edmund and lucy are in a "train crash" or something but they get transported back to narnia and live there happily ever after.
why, susan, whyyyy! i feel so sad. damn sad. super sad. whyyyyyy.
I HAVE BAD NEWS.
JOEY BROKE THE BOARDS! (yet again)
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grr. -smacks joey-
and why is tv so boring on saturdays. dont really want to watch old reruns of prison break, dont want to watch gundam send destiny, defo dnw to watch that chinese wu xia thingy.
i want mtv! and maybe disney hahaha.
i have to do some chinese letter thingy for chinese tuition. so ftl. whyyy so siannn. ph the parents are coming back today. so much for the ~party~ i was gonna have haha
i have to tell them i lost the money! D: this is so bad. but at least they're back.
oh well there's church tomorrow.
next week we're celebrating youth day! heh good food on the way 8D~ dang i forgot we have dramatic bible reading!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is very bad. i think i'll... um... die.
D:
HAHAHA I ASKED MY MAID TO BUY KOKO CRUNCH FOR ME 8D~
haha dnw the soft, old honey stars which is in the cupboard.
BY GUM I DO BELIEVE I HAVE READ THE SILVER CHAIR BEFORE!
just dont remember, thats all.
and damn i have heart burn again. sucks.
Heartburn or pyrosis is a painful or burning sensation in the esophagus, just below the breastbone usually associated with regurgitation of gastric acid. The pain often rises in the chest and may radiate to the neck, throat, or angle of the jaw
hurts like idk what. but it hurtsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
i have completed my short chinese story which is due today.
it is 1133 words long.
i feel extremely accomplished.
and i just read the voyage of the dawn treader again. it was in my room. (borrowed from school library)
i also have the horse and his boy. these two books are waaaaay overdue. i shall read the horse and his boy again and return them when school reopens.
now i really, really want to read the silver chair, the last battle and prince caspian.
pretty pretty please?
narnia is enchanting. and oh oh in this interview, william moseley said they went to some comic book convention, and there was really bad b.o. and it was really putrid. who in the world uses putrid in normal, everyday speech?!?!
its like really queen's english. british english ftw. if they use the word putrid normally then imagine what kind of words they use in essays!!! oh gosh i feel really mediocre right now. must read more books classics by british authors. no offence to the americans, but what if i get confused and use realize instead of realise? or color instead of colour? but i think i'll still read eclipse. idk whether stepanie meyer is american or not, but i think so. haha. omg i really want to read more narnia rn.
and to all teenies. skandar is strictly mine, you hear? gtfo gtfo. i know i sound just like a teenie but idrc. skandar is mineeeeeeeeeee, tyvm.
alright, i think i've sorta jumped over to livejournal. not really, still waiting for liwei to help with my sadly plain lj.
anyway, i think i'm really really obsessing over skandar. kind of like click when i first started liking click. therefore, i am currently a skandar teenie. please steer clear of me. 8D
haha and you'd better not try to steal him from me! (do you hear me nicole de silva?) if not you'd better prepare yourself for a lovely catfight.
nah just kidding.
i really want to watch narnia again for the third time. tempting. and i'm so gonna buy the dvd when it comes out.
im a narnia fan/teenie!
william moseley, anna popplewell, skandar keynes, georgie henley, ben barnes, tilda swinton, liam neeson, i love all of them 8D
of course i love the director andrew adamson cos without him there wouldnt be a film. now i fel the strange strong desire to work on the set of narnia: voyage of the dawn treader. but i know that it'll be impossible. still, a girl can dream.
haha i can be georgie's personal assistant...not.
ahh i'll miss william and anna in voyage! D:
oh and can some kind soul who owns all the books of narnia lend them to me to read? if not then need to borrow from library, which is very Zzz cos im a very lazy person. maybe i'll ask my dad to buy or something. its a classic what! can buy can buy! 8D
i've only read the magician's nephew, the lion the witch and the wardrobe, the horse and his boy, the voyage of the dawn treader.
i only remember what the magician's nephew, the lion the witch and the wardrobe and the horse and his boy were about. i barely remember voyage, and i remember being so excited cos i wanted to read the silver chair and the last battle so badly.
i delightfully forgot about prince caspian hahaha.
gosh i really really love the books 8D
cannot wait for voyage to come out!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
okay i've switched from william obsession to skandar obsession. plus, skandar's 17, which means the age gap is perfect. 8D
oh i know you want photos.
so so so adorable. <3 oh hello you so man. haha btw he's not really holding the flashlight. photo manipulation. LOL i wish he'd have a flashlight photoshoot 8D~ hahaha someone made this icon.credit
therefore, skandar keynes = <3
heheh 8D
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
went out with wahlim and cyn today! we watched the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian
now, i know everyone's gushing about how hot ben barnes(prince caspian) is, and i absolutely agree, but dont you agree that william moseley (king peter) is hot as well?
dont believe me?!?!
haha i tried my hand at making icons. i'll show you that william is damn hot 8D~
omg i phail at making icons! D:
fine i'll just post photos.
heh. look at that. 8D~ i purposely saved this for last. who gonna tell me he aint hot now?!?! 8D~
i was spazzing when i found this photo! haha! i was like omg hot omg hot hahaahahaha
okay more photos! 8D so sweet right! anna popplewell (susan) is so busty! 8D skandar keynes (edmund) is the future hottie! georgie henley (lucy) is future babe 8D
haha in short, im in love with narnia. kthxbai.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Wide Awake by Making April
My mistake, you should never be afraid to cut your losses now I know, now I know It was mine to make, I was putting up a fight for worthless causes now I know, just to let it go I was dying for our moment to arrive now I'm running further just to feel alive
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes there's not a shot in this life I might as well give up and save all my good luck for when I've when I've got the extra change you can move aside cause now I'm wide awake
Calling out you don't even pick it up on nights and weekends over and over Talk about not giving up for all the wrongest reasons over and over How was I mislead for so much time? when it's all been said and done I'll be alright
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes there's not a shot in this life I might as well give up and save all my good luck for when I've when I've got the extra change you can move aside cause now I'm wide awake
But is it getting any better yet? Is it getting any better yet? Well is it getting any better yet?
The word is out that I'm not giving in and if you're ready by now well it's too late to begin
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes
Don't wanna get caught up dreaming of your love cause when I open my eyes there's not a shot in this life I might as well give up and save all my good luck for when I've when I've got the extra change you can move aside cause now I'm wide awake
wahlim says i should forget. but i dont know, its hard to. i was feeling normal than WHAM! feeling not normal again. anyway the song made me tear(again.) something needs to either happen or stop. the feeling of being led on is pretty much horrible.
anyway i think my mood ring is wonky. its always blue when i put it on! before that was purple, which is the 'love' colour, then i put it on and it turned to green then quickly turned to blue. blue is supposed to be 'normal', so idk whats up with it. oh well. it changes colour so im happy already haha.
im being damn obvious on my blog, so this is probably the last post which will outright refer to my sad, sad situation. haha or maybe not. i never keep my resolutions.
oh shit i missed tuition. shall change it to friday. Zzz.
i've been a bad girl! i skipped chinese dance HAHAHAHAHA
8D but im going for maths tuition. i am. serious! really! no kidding! lol.
i feel my fats complaining. ugh i shall join bianca at her ballet class la.
ballet > chinese dance, srsly.
okay i wan to kill teenies in the sg thread right now. they only go to singapore related threads and do nothing to mingle in with the rest. they use horrible grammar, punctuation, vocab, blah.
for example:
I when for the Singapore and Genting wan.. I think 2 also good but Singapore have more fans then the show at Genting..
seriously, when=went??? maybe you can excuse the singlish, but when=went? is there something wrong with your brain? and who are you to say that singapore has more fans. singapore has more teenies, more like. the number of real fans definitely was more at the genting concert. you judge so hastily yet you dont know anything.
ugh i wanted like correct her but i didnt. im not kait. i dont want to create fights. but her english is really really horrible. its not even like when we purposely butcher english in the azn thread or in chatgasm.
okay i couldnt resist. i corrected her. but its gonna help her in the long run. what if she meets kait. Zzz. but i doubt she will. kait doesnt go into the sg thread. no reason for her to do that. and i doubt that girl will venture out of the sg thread.
okay the boards really take up a lot of my life. not that i mind, chatgasm and CC have changed certain aspects of my life. for the better. 8D but they made me more like, evil. HAHA cant phrase this properly. like bashing teenies? i have loads of urge to do that now. unlike last time i wouldnt. yup.
but ugh. stupid teenies get to take photos with them. and they complain about not getting an individual shot. the guys deserve more than just teenies.
bah. but teenies arent so bad, they just need to learn their way around the boards. and stop gushing about the guys so much, except when the time is appropriate, like i did. then you become a fan. not like natasha, who is an ***ULTIMATE FAN*** but still pretty much is a freaking teenie. idg how she can become ultimate fan in just six months. oh well. they're even more lifeless than me.
okay non tc5 boardies must be confused. 8D just ignore this post lor!
besides, this post is also meant to take my mind of the impending pile of homework i'll have to finish up. at least i finished eng and chinese 8D
i hope nothing else crops up and makes me moody and stuff. i like my life normal and uneventful.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
omg today is a bad wallet day D:
i lost my freaking wallettttttt. found it at gv later on, BUT ALL MY NOTES WERE GONE. THE BLOODY THIEF TOOK $26. SERIOUSLY. THAT WAS MY MONEY FOR TOPPING UP MY PHONE AND FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK. WHILE MY PARENTS ARE OVERSEAS. IHATE YOU. I HOPE YOU ROLL DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS AND SPEND LOTS OF MONEY ON YOUR RECOVERY. and lose your ability to reproduce(taken from bao. omg you're so evil.)
UGHHHHHH. I HOPE YOU GET CAUGHT AND DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!!!!! --- and then i think i got set up yesterday. seriously. if you have something to say spit it out. and the rest of you, please stop, stop all this nonsense cos it aint funny. im royally pissed off.
D:
bad bad weekend. my parents are gonna kill me when they find out i lost $26.
and i feel like strangling you. yes, i act nice and civilised in front of you, but i dont like you. i dont really care if you see this, because im feeling very ungracious right now. i dont even know if you will know if im talking about you.
***
trying to feel better D:
anyway, faris got me hooked on to No Air. seriously, i was mocking the song previously, like before i heard it. like, no air! cannot breathe! lol. and i also made fun of tattoo. like, hasnt jordin sparks heard that you can remove tattos, even though its painful. heh.
ok. need to sleep. dance tmr, which i do not feel like going for. and there's maths tuition. ughhhh. can i skip it. please. sian no must be responsible~ while the parents are gone. HAHA yeah right.
Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe there's no air, no air
Saturday, June 14, 2008
All of yours - Making April
My blood bleeds red For all those thoughts you left unsaid Well how could you let your guard down And let me impose We’re dying the further this thing goes
Well can we go back to where we were before You dropped your heart on my floor ‘Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking No you’d never catch me blinking that night ‘Cause I was all of yours
But don’t say we became too late Well I just think you’re humouring yourself Let me say one more thing before you fly And this charade is out of sight I’ve been wrong but now I’m right So let your precious sky come down on you tonight
I’m right outside With every useless key I’ve tried You’re seamlessly wrapped in secrets Unraveling now But you don’t know just why or how
Can we go back to where we were before You dropped your heart on my floor ‘Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking No you’d never catch me blinking that night ‘Cause I was all of yours
But don’t say we became too late Well I just think you’re humouring yourself Let me say one more thing before these Beautiful mistakes we’ve made run dry Well I thought this would all blow by And everything would just turn out alright And this would all be fine So say goodbye to days like these I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes Well maybe not this time
either you say it, or you don't. please, choose one and act on it. stop hanging in mid-air. it's painful and confusing. so please, resolve this. one can only take so much.
my parents are on their way to kalimantan, which is ike the indonesian part of borneo, i think. they're there to recee for future mission trips. they left this afternoon. i'll be going there next time. haha quite fun 8D the pastor guy there had a son! heh heh.
okay anyhow i'm sort of home alone ith my brother, grandmother and maid. (who wants to party when my brother's not around?) LOL just kidding. no parties here.
omg i just had heartburn. freaking painful. i went to lie down then i fell asleep for like half an hour. still hurts a little. not sure of it's really heartburn or something else. Zzz. must be the potato chips. they're so yummy but so cynful. hurhurhur.
okay so now i have a couple of photos from sherrie. or should i say mon cheri? haha.
ashwin! he's our buddy! we were grouped by rooming, so here are my roommates! i had so much fun with you guysmy face shall not be seen. isn't cameron cute? 8D haha i was playing around with photobucket's edit image thing. this is my favourite photo so far. :D and i like the effect! esp with the shirt. haha.
oh wanna hear the story behind my shirt? it's a men's shirt right, so it's like a boyfriend shirt. then during one of the drama workshops, we had to do this airport scene. lol okay so faris had a wife(sherrie) and a daughter(long wen) but he had a mistress! (gasp its me!) and then he went to visit his best friend(ren jun) in another country and conveniently told the both of them to come fetch him when he returned. wife and mistress both dont know about each other. whoo nice story huh. haha so we meet him at the airport and gasp! wife finds out about mistress and mistress finds out about wife. both give him a slap and become bffs, they dont need cheating, lying men like him (HAHA sorry faris) and then faris gets back on the plane and goes back to his best friend. whee.
haha then when i wore the shirt i was like it's my boyfriend's shirt! and then gideon was like eh faris your shirt arh. lol so it became his shirt. hah but it's like XL and i paid for it lor. cheapskate leh, faris. you buy the shirt but i pay for it. D8 unless you give me 20 AUD la. heh. then you've paid for the shirt! 8D
omg i love this shirt. plus my cheapo 5 AUD diva heart locket necklace. plus my giordano cheap 20 SGD black jeans plus the cheapo 9SGD bossini turquiose long top. whee. my fave outfit! its a lovely cheapo outfit! 8DDD
um shoesss... can switch here and there. haha.
okay i need to ask shaun, renjun, shannen, tanya, angela to send me photos! not sure if i took pictars with marilyn or not. and i dont know how long wen and xiao yang can send me their photos, so...nevermind.
whee! okay i'm about done with this post.
oh and happy belated birthday to bao! joey broke the boards when i was leaving so i couldnt wish you earlier. you're legal, so um... have fun! haha. booze flavoured bao!
Friday, June 13, 2008
did you miss me? say you missed me! 8D
alright i have a serious lack of fibre. australians need to get more tasty veggies.
umm and i want to go to sydney boys' high school please make it co-ed.
cameron is so hot 8D and ashwin is damn nice.
ugh i cant blog properly. at least not now. go read sherrie's post when its done cos it'll be detailed haha
okok
-runs off to add sydney buddies online-
Friday, June 06, 2008
there you are <3
ZOMGWTF ethan playing his bass in the mic stand. and kyle's dancing. 8DDD
for me to watch when i come back from sydney!
joey broke the boards, that idiot. phatzer!
omg monee just told me phat = pretty hot and tempting. LAWL WTF?
ugh. i want to boards back! D:
omg i cant believe i wont be hearing There You Are for 6 freaking days. ugh. i want the audio!!! i have Dont Let Me Go! 8D
im missing the guys, Zzz. i want another concert. currently satisfying myself with loads of videos of their various performances.
okay i can't believe i'm doing my chinese compo! woah! lol.
omg yiwei said my posts were scary.
D:
AM I SCARY YOU BBZ? 8DDDD
maybe im too high. heh.
cow. the mother calls to ask me if i can go to the airport, the the father calls and asks the same thing. IM DOING MY HOMEWORK, PARENTS. x.x
omg im addicted to watching hld on the tour edition. theres a bethan moment! 8D and um. joe and kyle moment. and um. joe hair flipping. and kyle dancing. and ben being goofy. and kyle actually screams. at the end of the song. heh. i wish i was at MOS last year. Zzz. oh well nevermind.
ok do chinese comp bye bbz <3 ilyg.
click is in malaysia right now!
whee~ 8D i hope the girls have fun tmr!
okay i feel like posting pictures 8D
donna, bao and me! after the concert.
click clique productions in singapore~!
okay need to finish up homework or my mum will threaten to not let me go for sydney. ._.
okay i love you people :
shannen claudia chingmay <3 wahlim bao cait winnie jayne leeyee weenie claire cyn monee(click clique) <3
gonna miss you bbz when i go sydney, except for shannen cos she's going to sydney too heheh.
i want that cotton on belt thingy. ang a white men's shirt! and the F21 dress! omg want so many things. lol.
8DDD
sydney boys' high school heh. yup we going there for the school exchange. chingmay has instructed me to like, take truckloads of pictures. lol.
ok do hmwk bye loves~!
Thursday, June 05, 2008
I REFUSE TO PUT A VIDEO OF THERE YOU ARE BECAUSE I CANT FIND A NICE ONE. oops sry got caps. um and the hongkong one has this idiot girl screaming with teh hk accent.
lyrics~
Morning light Could you help me open my fragile eyes Shake me out of silence There you are There you are Lost at sea Counting on the winds and they carry me Back into my early days There you are There you are Dressed in sky, I know I'll find you just in time There you are ohhhh There you are ohhhh Memories took me to an empty page Honesty is written right infront of me There you are There you are Now late unwind It isn't always clearly timed There you are ohhhh There you are ohhhh Now show me I'll be waiting alone in the dark There you are There you are There you are ohhh There you are ohhh There you are ohhh There you are ohhh Now show me I'll be waiting alone in the dark There you are There you are There you are
pretty right. 8D
we have to wear formal wear to the airport and suffer from uncomfortable-ness for 7 hours. way to go, ms serenity wow.
p.s. our parents dont baby us, srsly. i cant imagine if you had kids, you'd be telling them to grow up when they're five. lucky for them you dont have kids.
ugh. i am so going to change in the plane, seriously.
sometimes i feel like strangling her. killing her. ugh. ugh.
okay kyle pic to make me happy.
8D~
okay a joe one to make bao explode. 8DDD
he looks damn cute right.
alright am happier now.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
haunting and sexy. whee~
ethan totally wrote this for ben.
***
alright i decided to do a proper post on the concert!
SUNDAY, 1st JUNE.
after church i went down to Bishan mrt. unknown to me, wahlim, bao and donna were already at popular, buying the boards and markers. i smsed wahlim but she didnt reply me till 30 min kater. i actually smsed bao and donna the exact same message. lol.
okay finally met them!!! we proceeded to the library to do the awesome banners. cyn(ful) met us there. after a like an hour we finished up and headed down to the indoor stadium by cab, since we were already pretty late. (next time we've got to meet earlier to do the banners)
okay we reached and waited for 3 hours. shall not talk about teenies cos i'd want to kill them~
the introductory video was done by charlie guese, joe's younger brother. 8D he's cute.
"Don't they look alike?" yes kyle. they are brothers. you just broke my lamedar.
HAHA. after the video the lovely white cloth dropped and the band started playing flipside.
i cant remember the sequences of the songs but they play everything except maryjane and the reason why from MMAP. summertime, so it goes, dont let me go, there you are, pump it up, and the beatles song which i fail to remember. i think its im looking through you.
ben saw the radley poster, smiled and nodded. did i mention we had eyesecks? 8D he also did the rock sign to us, which was SAODHJOFNHUODH!!! awesome. he also saw the bethan poster, lol. now joe saw the bethan poster and laughed. out loud. did i mention joe was particulary cute that day? xD ethan also saw the bethan sign, heh. he was like "huh" and cocked his head like gangsters do when they're like whut you wanna fight arh. XDDD
OH and joe looked at me and i was like JOE WE LOVE YOU!!! LOL he saw and turned back to his guitar and mouthed the lyrics to the song that was playing at the moment.
WE HONKED~ TO A HEADLIGHT DISCO.
i held up the bethan sign during addicted to me and long way to go, and also when ethan came over to ben's side. LAKSNDONBWUONU!!!!
whee~ i think the concert was awesome save for th fact that kyle did not look at me, and neither did he acknowledge the honk honk poster i was holding. Zzz.
oh well. still love these guys. joe also saw the joe-y guesezehrar sign and kinda squinted at it, LOL.
i can't wait for the next album, i fully expect it to be awesome. i also hope these five guys wont let their gold album let them gloat and revel in their success too much and continue making good music. dont be sell-outs, ever.
WHEE~ this is why i love the click five.
naysayers can stfu and gtfo tyvm.
this includes people like alex and jasper and paxton and eugene and other people who have told me they suck or they are gay. they are not gay, tyvm. you are the one that is gay.
8D
bathan cracks me up. now i think i shall proceed to the flyboys. heheh.
edit//
omg i totally forgot about the songs they performed from gfih!!! just the girl, catch your wave and good day. i was kinda surprised they did catch your wave.
and i loved the part when kyle sang jtg, and its
she runs on 100% proof ALCOHOL power, not attitude power, and surely dumb teenies would be like wtf i thought its attitude?!?! heheh. me and bao were like, ALCOHOLLLLL! YEAHHHHH! 8D
[okay end edit.]
listening to There You Are send shivers down my spine right now. very haunting. i want to rip the audio off the stupid lousy video but i don't know how. someone help?
omg. the part when they rock out the audio like siao. amplifiers. :/
Zzz.
Don't Let Me Go and There You Are should be on the next album. whee.
okay i finally updated my links! 8D
right have to do hmwk or my mum will positively kill me and threaten not to let me go for sydney, which i know she wont.
OMG i just realised that i freaking dreamt of serenity WOw. wtf. see her poweress. ._.
ugh my post doesnt make sense. w/e.
bye bbz.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
3e5 bbq today.
somehow i dont exactly feel very hyped up for this. i missed the click five on 987 muttons to midnight yesterday, and i didnt get to go stalk them with moneecheeze so that was quite a bummer.
and serenity WOw can go like, die. she told us we could like wear a dress to phantom right. then today i asked her and she was like NO?!?! its gna be cold and blah blah blah.
bleah. i h8 u.
ugh. i want meet and greet. shit shit shit shit shit.
i should be happy nowwwwww. why am i not happy. must think happy bethan thoughts.
KYLE... i r pissed. but never mind. IT WAS GREAT OTHER THAN THOSE IDIOTIC TEENIES. AND PEOPLE WHO KEPT STARING AT ME. GO AWAY, PPLZ. YOU SUCKS.
hah.
so many things to say, but my thoughts are all jumbled up. maybe next post when i've calmed down. right now i'm still super high.
8D
(:
8 May.
crazy seventeen
trying to find my way
esixism(2e6'07) is love.
class of 4e5'09 yo.
agee ann ech!
bethesda chapel youth/kindergarten sunday school teacher.
dance is music made visible.
i want these things.
GRAPHIC TEES sneakers
a fragrance?
iphone(heh)
PATD albums/JMraz's We Sing We Dance We Steal Things/Anberlin
bf jeans.
flowery dresses.
stretchy jeans.
an awesome blazer.
oxford shoes.
red lippy.
an awesome high waisted skirt.
mac/sephora lippy/blush/eyeliner