which is also called school.
but honestly wasn't too bad except that i kept zone-ing out during lesson, and i wasn't even day dreaming. i was just staring into space thinking of nothing.
anyway dance today wasn't that bad either, thanks to the lovely metal railing which the school calls a barre and parquet flooring. the floor is wonderful. i love it. made me feel so ballet-y. and we did like stretching like at the barre and i was happy~.
haha chinese dance never passed by so quickly before.
anyway, i heard some news today and i'm seriously appalled. there was a point where i told myself i don't care anymore. to the heck with my values. but my values and beliefs are worth so much more than what a short-lived fling thing.
but seriously. aren't you making yourself a little too like, crudely put, sluttish and totally easy?
who knows if you'll know if i'm talking about you. you look so innocent but idk, you're just a wolf in sheep's skin? but really, i'm over all that and over him and over you and over that whole fiasco. i'm worth like, so much more. i won't just let myself crumble.
hmm. speaking of which i really need to do my quiet time EVERYDAY. wasn't easy to finally understand certain things and that God is really here for me no matter what. and not keeping in constant communication with him can ruin that.
like susan. aslan said he was in our world, just that he had a different name. and that but bringing them to narnia they might understand him better in our world. so i guess susan stopped believeing in narnia and aslan cos she didn't go and find out who he was in our world, and didn't remind herself of narnia. and then subsequently she didn't get to go back in the end.
thank you for narnia and C.S. Lewis.
i'm glad narnia helped me make a connection with stuff, haha.
i have to do so many things. and i wont be able to do this without God.
1. DO HOMEWORK
2. DO QUIET TIME
4. DRAMATIC BIBLE READING COMPETITION.
5. PREPARE LESSON FOR KSS. (and do it properly.)
6. DO TUITION HOMEWORK
idk seems easy when i list it out but when you have distractions such as the computer it's difficult, y'know?
maybe me listing it here will remind me.
wow i didn't expect this post to be so long! haha hmm.
OH the chat is being wonky/gay atm. i go in, i see no one but monica is there. and lee yee is there but we cant see each other...
JOEY ZEHR COME FIX THIS RIGHT NOW!
okay gonna bathe. meeting jayne on friday1 -stoked- my feelings twin! yay! hahahaha
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