but I don't really have a best friend?
I have best friends though
But it's not really the same, is it?
Do I not want to get hurt?
But don't I always tell most of my friends most of the things happening to me, unless it's not appropriate for me to do so?
And don't friends kinda disappoint each other at times?
I don't know what's going on in my brain
Been rejecting God again, so many thoughts so many emotions.
Honestly, when will I learn
Raging tempest
Of emotions.
Attempts at suppression
May lead to explosion
Or implosion
Either way
It ain't gonna be pretty.
My biggest problem is that I don't even know why I'm feeling what I'm feeling. Or rather, I'm not even sure what it is that I'm feeling.
Why brain why
God is my solution He heals all but I don't want it?
IDEK
Ah.