He will never give up on you (:
18 year old me would have probably wanted to smack 13 year old me if we ever got to having a conversation together. My mindset has matured, but I think my personality has largely stayed intact.
Anyway reading old stuff makes me miss the people I used to be closer to. Really want to reconnect.
Like Shannen/Claudia/UChan, I want to spend more time with them, but it's difficult. We all have such varying schedules etc. Maybe after As!
And Priscilla, whom I haven't had a proper conversation with for about 6 years. We used to hang out in church etc and she did help the initial process of broadening my mind to things. I never realised how shallow and close-minded I used to be when I was young. So much in my little bubble.
Crusade camp really helped this year with me reconnecting with God. It really brought out the fact that I need to be fellowshipping with God. Otherwise very obviously my life was really empty. I suppose it might not have so obvious to other people but there's a very stark difference to me when I'm in Christ and when I'm pulling away from Him.
And it's kind of scary to me that I might appear to be the same to others when I'm starting to be complacent in my walk with God and ignoring the promptings of the Holy Spirit. How are people supposed to tell me to be on my guard and to watch out for the devil who's just waiting for the right opportunity to attack me?
There never seems to be enough time in the world for everything I want to do. After thinking about meeting the 4 people I mentioned above I also want to meet Chingmay/Nicole/Sibyl/Li Wei/Keziah/Yiwei/Charlene/potluck or bbq at Charlene's soon please?
And I still want to spend time with poly people Yinshuang/Pearl/Wendy and Lois and sometimes maybe hang out with the crusaders
My life is full of people wah
And I can't forget spending good quality time with my Lord! Of worship, prayer and getting to know Him and what His plans for me are.
And church people omg Cherzy/Mel/Janice/Yixin/Faith
And school has started, so I should probably throw that notion right out the window. I really need to pull up my grades. I have to do my part as a student and glorify God with my results! Whatever He chooses to do with it then is up to Him.
I want to have family dinner too ):
Time time time. Must use wisely. So I should probably stop blogging anf tweeting and tumblring and facebooking and youtubing.
I should be a responsible daughter and clear my stuff and wash the stuff in the sink.
Goodbye online diary I don't suppose people read this anymore haha
Or do you read this still Tim. In which case, HI and stop reading, go study and happy birthday in a few more days! And stop reading this ever again cos you'd be wasting your life. Go use your time wisely, on more meaningful things. Like reading the Bible. That's much better than this. AND I should also go read my Bible after clearing my stuff