I'm a shitty friend.
And I wanted to say I don't have a best friend because in primary one I had a best friend and in primary two she said we couldn't be best friends anymore because we weren't in the same group. And I saw her Thursday night but I didn't acknowledge her. That was the second time I saw her and the second time I didn't say hi.
So maybe that's why I don't have that single best friend, it happened and then it didn't work out and now I don't want it to happen again.
But it doesn't discount that fact that I'm a rather shitty friend.