yes, i havent been blogging.
got results back today. TOTAL mess of emotions. wasnt satisfied with marks, esp maths. yes, i failed maths. dont com up to me and ask me stupid questions like
"huh how come you fail? the paper was easy what!"
i'd bite your head off.
argh. at least i scored reasonably well for all the other subjects, but i was hoping for more with lit. my Q2 pulled me down, but it was good to know that joseph lim who scored 85 for mid-years had 60+ for EOYs. i wont reveal the full marks cos he wasnt the one who told me his marks.
okay.
eng- 37/50 for P2, 16/30 for report. hate report. format all wrong one la.
maths- close to 50. short of a few marks. not telling you.
chinese-60% overall. ms tan said some pretty demoralising things, but she (tried to) encourage us later on.
lit- 67/100 i think the highest in the level was 83. im soooo jealous.
hist- 56/75. 74.7% this is my highest score. but a lot of people got A1. im short of like, 0.3% more!
science- 55/100 i passed! heh science, not my thing. hafta brush up bio and chem if i wanna take double science. dont want combined.
anyway, just to share with whoever reads this. after all that ms tan chye i said, i was feeling really bad and i was thinking of actually taking express chinese, at least i'd get much better scores and i wouldnt be 'suaned' in a way.
then leon(yes we're talking again) told me something he saw from a friend's blog.
There are times, that I test your faith,
'til you think you might surrender.
But Blessed are you if you did not let go..
i started to cry. as im typing this im a little bleary eyed. God always has his timing, i guess. we wernt speaking for so long, and today God used leon to speak to me, and the holy spirit just came into my and it really really touched my heart.
i know now, that God has his plan. and im gonna help him in achieving this goal.
i am small and the world is big.
i am small and i am weak, all around me is fast-moving.
but you hold the world in your hands, and i know i am safe in your hands.
good night. God bless.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007