seeing you today was...weird. and extremely awkward. AHDUKJCHFUDGE. MY MOTHER TRYING TO TALK TO ME FROM HER ROOM CANNOT HEAR HER TELL HER DONT TALK SHE GET ANGRY.
right.
i mean, argh i dont know what im talking about. i just feel like banging on the keyboard now. you seem to be making friends with a lot of ex-twoesixians. not that you can't. im just stating something i observed.
sakjbfegtu! i'm beginning to sound judgemental and snobbish but pretending im not. maybe thats who i am. i can be pretty judgemental.
but you know, i'm sorry. i didn't have any right to type crap on my blog about you. i felt more mature than, but i really wasn't. please forgive this childish, foolish girl.
maybe its a personality clash. if i see you again, please smile. (:
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that felt... nice. like a burden released.
anyway. i think i'm going mad.
today i was going to school, then i walked to the lrt and then i realised i forgot to wear my watch(which isnt surprising cos i've only been wearing a watch for 3 days) and i started panicking like a total moron. i was like did i wear my nametag? did i bring all my books? do i have my pe tshirt? my notebook? and my heart was beating away.
then during chinese lesson the teacher was blabbing, then she started to write stuff on the board, and i thought she said correct a mistake on the handout. but it wasnt, and i didnt know if i should copy it. then i asked chingmay what that was for, she didnt know. then shannen was counting money so she dunno. then i started getting sooooo frustrated. which is weird cos i dont care about the chinese teacher. or her lesson.
i think its the stress, and i've been stress free for sooooooooo looooong.
i'm not really physically tired, but i am quite emotionally drained.
AND i havent been doing QT. i cant seem to plan my time properly. and i need Him ever so much especially now, when i have all these teachers breathing down my neck saying YOU MUST SCORE WELL. and the excess of homework everyday. but *phew* today i dont have a lot of homework.
so i must do qt today.
cannot. procrastinate.
<3.
Thursday, January 17, 2008