and i know she's right but. omg now im hesitating to go for the concert! someone slap me! oh gosh. ohhhhhh gosh. ohhh man.
dammit dammit dammit! I SO WANT TO WATCH CLICK BUT I WANT TO SPEND MONEY IN SYDNEY TOO. and dont tell me i'll have money in sydney. i wont, cos my parents wont give me any. okay may they'll give me like. 50 bucks.
maybe God will bestow me with some money for sydney. or maybe not. my heart isnt right now. i know its like, ask and you will receive, but i've been such a bad girl. and i want the money for superficial reasons. this doesnt really fall into like, God's plans, right? argh how am i supposed to know what His plans are.
God, if you allow, let me have some money to spend in sydney. please and thank you. if not, its okay. i'll survive. thanks for letting me go to sydney in the first place.
in Jesus' name, Amen.
okay. i seriously need to like, breathe, okay. i'm going for click. i have to. i've been waiting for a long time now. okay. breathe.
STUPID CLICK! WHY'D YOU HAVE TO COME IN JUNE! COME IN NOVEMBER, WHEN ALL IS FINE AND DANDY, IDIOTS! omg i'm going mad, literally. someone needs to slap me, then send me to the counsellor.