you know!!! the other day i dreamt i was doing the viennese waltz. the music was keep holding on by avril lavigne but the image of anya and danny doing the viennese waltz to you and me by lifehouse kept appearing in my head. so random. i wish i wish i wish i could learn ballroom!!!

and swing and latin and everything. and hip hop. and go back to ballet finish the freaking syllabus and do contemporary modern dance. dang.

i want to have katee shean's (sytycd s4) skill. seriously, a perfect 180 degree ponche without much help at all?! gah. (sorry for ballet technical terms) basically in the ponche you lift your back leg up until it's one straight line. mindblowing, no? i used to be able to do that when i was... 9. and with someone pushing my leg till it was 180 degrees. now... i don't know. i need a protracter to estimate. i think somewhere in the middle of 90 and 180 degrees. 135 degrees, perhaps?

i would show you the video but no one would watch it anyway. here's a pic.


okay so she's doing this but her body is slightly higher and her leg is 180 degrees. and she's not in pointe shoes. she is also not holding a barre. there's this guy holding on to her waist and one of her hands only. it takes skill, people. AND I THINK I CAN STILL DO THAT!!!!! like that girl in the pic omg yay~ but my body is twisted ._. fail. AND SHE IS SO SKINNY WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD. D:

i think i am lucky to still be able to do the splits.

i am so horribly bored. yesterday i was insomniac. i was in bed, but i couldn't get to sleep. think i finally slept at three? would have used the computer but my mum chased me to bed at 1.30am.

gah. tsk.