I miss Zhonghua.
I miss Briyani Wednesdays. I miss running back to class after recess with Kez because the next lesson was TGH's. I miss complaining about ending bio lessons late cos we'd always be late for Briyani. I miss making fun of Noraini's English and making snide remarks at her ignorance. I miss not doing Chinese homework. I miss Ms Lian nagging at me to do my work. I miss signing Ms Lian's demerit and detention forms. I miss worrying about how I'd do in English and Bio tests and exams. I miss the sense of satisfaction at my improving Math subjects. I miss going to the library almost everyday for Math and for homework. I miss chionging Chinese tuition homework. I miss SDL. I miss sleeping in the library(powernap!) I miss messy workspaces. I miss worrying about O levels and what course should I take? I miss the teachers. I miss the crazy times with 3E5/4E5. I miss the fun times with 1E6/2E6. I miss seeing my friends everyday or at least a couple of times per week. I miss going to Hougang Mall to buy Subway with Chingmay Li Wei Elvina and then going back to school for night study. I miss silly intense crushes. I miss over-analysing. I miss thinking that it could have worked out.
I miss Shannen
I miss Chingmay
I miss Keziah
I miss Sibyl
I miss UChan
I miss Claudia
I miss Sabrina
I miss Li Wei
I miss Yiwei
I miss
I miss
I miss...
Sometimes I think I should just move on. But poly life is very different from Secondary School life. Or even JC life. I wish I could be more open to making friends but I'll admit I'm scared it won't work out. Maybe everyone feels like that.
Maybe I'm not alone.
I'll try.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Nostalgia.