DANG!
okay, i just found out that my primary six classmate (i wont name her)
she's taking helluva classes.
piano
ballet
ice skating
and apparently she wants to take gymnastics as well.
i
i mean seriously! i used to be the best ballerina, so it probably went to my head. and most of the girls who took the really stupid cca called ballet(they skipped grades and didnt have exams) didnt continue, but she did, and she seems to be doing batter than me. but at least...im in a better school. argh somehow that does not comfort me a bit. zhonghua is a stupid school anyway.
ICE SKATING! she's starting to do spins and stuff. ARGH!
i have every right to be jealous.
she's richer.
she has a walk-in wardrobe and a queen sized bed.
her mum pampers her like siao, buys her a TON of stuff.
she doesny have a maniac teacher like ms ong who makes you want to quit doing what you love to do.
her ballet teacher said she seemed to be losing weight.(actually its not surprising cops she has so many things to do, while i sit and home and search for snacks everyday.)
its not like she doesnt have problems but still.
okay maybe cos she's hardworking and stuff. she used to be my best friend in p2 after my bf in p1 dumped me cos we were sitting in different groups(lame i know but thats what happened)
same class for 5 years. you know, in p6 the girls mostly hated her. im guessing it was jealousy. but we were all idiots at that time anyway.(i hope no one from nsps courage 6.3 reads this)
we were pretentious and fake and plastic and all that nonsense.
argh i know im better off than her n some ways but i cant get over the fact that she's slimmer, having a ballet teacher who isnt a maniac, has modern dance as a cca in school and not
chinese dance, busy with dance, getting to really sweat it out, etc etc etc.
you get my drift.
another one of my rants.
sometimes i tell myself
its fine to be me an my size but why would it be okay when i can be so much better.
somehow i wish my life could be completely filled with dance.(and i used to resent that)
at least she still hasnt taken grade 5, while i've already completed grade six and intermediate(major/vocational exams)
i want my life back.