You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.
WHY! WHY SO TRUE! Zzz.
i think i lost much of my initial happiness. come zhonghua that time no happiness, the sec 1 and 2 got a lot (esix whattt), then sec 3 sec 4 no more? reminds me of primary school.
i want be like claudia leh, at least got one canister of happiness everyday.
oh well. i hope i can find some peace. oh my compo for exam was the place i found peace in and it was tada! the church! so i am looking forward to sunday!
eh not really. cos got the dramatic bible reading... i hope hope hope i go sydney that week is the finals, just in case i really get into the finals. i very scared. DNW to bible read in front of all of youth people.
sighhh. then the other day auntie mui fong ask me to lead the kindergarten sunday sch worship. i sure cannot!!! im only 15 leh. feel very pressured when the adults think i can do stuff. D:
ok end rant now. byeeee.