i am now posting more in my blog than my lj! oh well.

these few days have been strange, as well as tiring. i kept telling my books i hated them(LOL) and today i told keziah i hated the world.(jokingly, duh.) it's so stressful, this life. i've probably said this a lot of times already.

anyway i was talking to keziah and then i realised i should be more confident! most people think i'm pretty much comfortable with myself but actually i'm not, and i can be pretty harsh on myself at times. i can't do that anymore! God made me beautiful and wonderful!

now, if only i'd stop prcrastinating with my homework. haha.

i'm going out with the ~horney hornets~ tomorrow! forever 21 here i come! i suspect li wei has given me her shopping bug(or disease...), because while she has "no mood to shop", i have these cravings to go shopping and just splurge, on everything and anything. how unhealthy. i'm also going to sibyl's house on tuesday! (:

i love chinese new year. every year we have reunion dinner(this sat!), except this year it's at our house because of my grandmother. you see, the old house doesn't have the lift stopping at every level. we can't move her down two storeys, she'll become scared and she might yell, which would result in a very possible bad mood later on. on the first day of cny we go to my grandmother's house(so this year i stay at home) and in the afternoon we go to my maternal grandmother's place. most of my 'revenue' comes from there haha! my five aunts/uncles and a slew of different people visiting too! i either go into the room and secretly open my angbaos with my cousins and count the money or plop in front of the teevee and watch(and munch on goodies). plus the awesome shark's fin soup(♥), as well as abalone(♥) and the steamboat(♥)!

plus i get to wear my new pretty new year clothes, haha.

i also think i get to bond with my cousins over discussing how much money we got from our angbaos! we don't gamble(yet XD) because most of my cousins are still in primary school. let's not pollute them! besides, i don't know how to play taiti(?). such a failure lol. i don't know how to play blackjack either. or any of those gambling games cousins usually play on cny. fml.

my family is so innocent! HAHA.

i should totally be doing my homework instead of blogging and gushing about cny.

i have to finish english!!! i like mr lim yong khern. his english is very good and he's very nice! :D and he tells us all sorts of things (including ghost stories of zhonghua and how the word f**k came about and p.s. it's not exactly vulgar, but still involves sex). i also have bio journal. mr chong's actually very nice! but i better not push my luck. amazingly, i currently do not owe any chinese homework. how awesome is that? i feel accomplished!

the same cannot be said for e/a math. i should buck up, even though math is the bane of my existence.

this post seems very long. i wonder who'll read this. bye.