i kept thinking on the bus on the way home things could have been like this of only...
i don't want to, but i keep on doing it. i think, i might be sliding back. oh hello, i'm back to the drawing board, back to square one. not a very good feeling, but somehow i can't help it? strange.
chingmay's chalet yesterday/today. the smell of booze/ciggies was killing me. gah.
yesterday/today i kept going "so cute" at two people. but they really are cute together. they aren't even mushy. hoho.
I LOST THE MOTIVATION TO BLOG.
anyway. i had about 3 hrs of sleep. so fun right. going to bed earlier tonight.
Monday, March 16, 2009i hope to lose myself for good.