I don't know if my interest in photography/lomo is because I wanna feel/appear cool
I don't know if my thirst for knowing things is because I want to feel more learned than others and correct them/tell them what they don't know/feel more superior than them?
I don't know that wanting to do things that seem like good things can be backed up with not so good motivations?
I don't know why I feel like I am a product of all the influences in my life and not a shred of me is original (which is true, but realising it and feeling this way is weird and kinda sucks)
I don't know why I don't know so many things?
I don't know.
I don't know why I'm not sleeping now?