worried.

my grandmother's health seems to be detoriating. cant walk properly now, and she doesnt talk or laugh. last time i'd wish she'd stop talking so much cos she'd talk non-stop, but now i'd rather she talk. i feel so guilty for passing her the flu. she had gastric flu. i passed the flu bug to her and it "attacked" her in the stomach. UGGHHHHHHH. dont want to lose her so fastttttttttttt. she also not eating, she's like, eating porridge but she still dont like to eat. eh she knows im her grandchild leh! :D (she usually doesnt know, even my dad&mum and my aunts.)

my da gu came to visit her today. i love my aunt. she's so full of the Holy Spirit and she just told my grandma how to pray. her prayers are powerful. love her. :D you'd probably never guess she was once a fervent buddhist. she's staying over tonight! hahaha. they're watching tv now. i hope my second & third & all my aunts would come, and my uncle also. and my cousins. aiyah my whole family. then my grandmother will be happier. when we celebrate her birthday she's always so happy. and its like only for the past few years then we celebrate her birthday for her.

i love my grandma, and i hope at her last breath she'll have her family with her and she'll know that she's going to heaven.

Saviour, he can move the mountains.

addicted to the song lah. :D
stefani rocks! whee~

4 In The Morning Lyrics

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
[4 In The Morning lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

WHEE im finally updating! lol, cos my brother not at home now to hog the comp. i tell you, he's addicted lah.

haha anyway, just now after tuition i was in the lift then i was testing my voice, then i started singing. LOL. then cos my voice quite low, so i sing in man voice lah! then reach first floor got this guy looking at me in a weird way! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i think he heard my voice then thought it was a guy. WAHHAHAHHAAHHA so paiseh lahhhhhhhh. luckily at my tuition teacher's house. if my neighbour see then i die.

whee.

oh yah the maths jounal! must blog bout that.
THAT STUPID MATHS JOURNAL IS 20 MARKS AND IM PROBABLY GONNA FAIL LAH! hate mr low, who set the paper and lim u shan for vetting it. dang. maths journal really sucks lah. Zzz

haha today during IT i enlarged my left eye! lol then ms thng put blusher and eyeshadow on bon kiat! (digitally, i mean) haha gotta make the right eye bigger and eye lashes and eyebrows. haha whee. so fun.
okay i posted. so there.

will post soonest. promise! haha bye.

e-learning for this year is a waste of time, paper, and ink. last year's was so fun. ugh.

HAHAHA, i dunno how we got 80 for this. i think it aint very good. notice that only eliada doesnt read from the script. HAHA. utterly hilarious. :D shuan likes the big big eyes one. hee.

funniest thing ever. from the left: brad, then drew, colin, and ryan. you'll need to know to understand it. :D

new skin! haha, very happy with it.

dunno what to update. blog's dying soon. haha.

eliada needs to do english homework!
but i hate english homework. practically useless. i need mr asraf to teach me english lah! Zzz, he's the best teacher on earth, i dont care.

i hope i pass maths journal common test. stupid. journal.


Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone.
Like a rose trampled on the ground,
You took the fall and thought of me,
Above All

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the chocolate marimba

*pretend that nicole typed this*

nicole is a horny bitch.

*pretend that nicole stopped typing this.*

haha. she siao lah. lol, byebye.............

lazy to update lah. okay? :D