hellooo~
just a quick update.
whoo can't wait for eighth may, i have so many things to do. i'm going to watch iron man, buy tc5 tickets, eat secret recipe cake, (window) shop. and i'll go to the italian place at serangoon gardens for their tiramisu on the nineth. have been craving it.
meanwhile, i have to start studying for history man. if i've fail social studies i need to get quite good for history to pull up the grade, not just passing the subject.
oh and today was matthew and priscilla's wedding! it was cool, plus there was a lot of humour, which is always good if you don't want people to sleep haha. obv the bride and groom looked awesome xD
dinner was pretty good. i ate mushrooms! (i don't really like mushrooms)
now and again i have these little waves of insecurity washing over me, or wistfulness, or some such thing, but other than that, i feel... good. very sane, very good.
except now i'm kinda more prone to negativity with myself. i keep thinking i'm fat. =/ not to mention i felt like barfing on friday, during lunch (i didn't eat lunch) perhaps its the monthly blues. it brings about less appetite also. hmm. hopefully i'll get over it.
as for the birthday wish, i guess its still there. no matter how much i think i'm so over all this crap, i'm not really there yet. am striving for it! xD
i keep daydreaming, like i always do. it almost always doesn't come true. still, it doesn't really matter anymore, does it. which is quite a good thing. ;D
oh and why is chatgasm so empty! people don't come in at midnight, i'll be sleeping by then. XD
alrighty i'm gonna go try to study history. xD
i just wanna feel beautiful.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
5 more days~