hiatuses were made to be broken.
anyway, err. gosh I just forgot what I wanted to say.
oh yeah. I'm going to fail add math. yay. I have begged help(lol) from Shannen and Nicole said she'd help too! and tomorrow I'm going to to study chemistry with Shannen so perhaps I can hopefully pull up my chemistry marks by that much and when my math tutor comes on Saturday(new tutor!) I'll get her to help me with math and not care about add math first since it's not that important because it'd be over by then.
I have realised my foolish-ness of not studying for the past 9 months. so, very, foolish. bad for my non-existent future, y'know? I need to fall back on something like the awesome O levels. I'm quite sure I won't go to junior college because I'd just die there but I'm scared I'll be like my brother and choose something I think I can enjoy but end up not enjoying it.
oh well I guess I'll just study first(I'll try...) and see what happens next.
and idk why i had to post. ._. lousy self-discipline, that's what.
i also can't wait for the exams to end. then I can go out with people! starting with Wahlim, Bao, Monica, & Donna (and not sure if Cynthia can make it) on Wahlim's birthday! and with Shannen and Claudia, Nicole and Chingmay, and maybe my parents/family heh. I still haven't bought Wahlim's present. maybe on her birthday, she can choose something then i can buy for her.
I. Want. Shopping!!!
Money is such a problem. I love money. I am money-minded. I want to work in the bookshop and work on Saturdays with Donna at her idk what work and earn MONEY.
MONEY = BUYING THINGS
it is bad to be so materialistic but I can't help it. but I shouldn't spend all of the money. 10% for God, 10% for parents, and maybe 10% for savings. maybe.
OKAY. I shouldn't even be here.
oh and, fluctuating is bad. goodbye loves<3
Thursday, October 02, 2008