another post? i must be on a roll.
just read this story on fictionpress. so insightful, made me think. i regretted it just that little bit because i kind of wanted my brain to rest. now my brain is whirring, but then again, i don't exactly mind. the ending blew me away. time to expand my vocabulary and write more.
this post is quite pointless, insignificant, but i'd just like to tell everyone that i get to go off earlier tomorrow during school! 10.30am, to be exact. the only problem is i have to perform for the cny celebration, and what else do i have to perform but chinese dance?
oh well, the dance is kind of cute anyway. i hope the audience is polite enough not to laugh at our shimmies.
i had a dream yesterday. the things you dream about, you don't expect. i thought my dream was true. it felt so real. sometimes it takes one to let go before something you wanted so much to happen, happens.
how philosophical. musings are fun though. i've been learning more about myself recently.
random: why can't i learn to be myself more? perhaps it's the lack of honesty with myself that i try to put up a mask in front the people whose opinion i value so much. time to take down that smokescreen. i hope i can do that, but i seriously doubt it will be easy. words are easily written or typed, but actions... so hard to actually do.
my brain stopped whirring, but i feel the sudden urge to write. how?
goodnight. may your dreams(good ones) turn to reality. i know mine never will.
Thursday, January 22, 2009storm before the calm.