AHAHAHAH I HAVE TO TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING OMG IT'S FUNNY BUT KINDA SCARY AT THE SAME TIME

meet mr. creepy guy who wants to befriend me on facebook.

oh his name is benjamin sim.

HIM: (oh this is in december. ORGINAL MESSAGE LOL)
HeLLo Eliada......
Nice knowing you..........(what? i don't know you!)
I had requested you to accept me as your friend........(BAD GRAMMAR GO AWAY)
Hope you will accept........(in your dreams!)

ALSO cause i very seldom come to Facebook,
errrrr can you pls
-SMS me @ 8174-0179(WHAT?!)
OR
-MSN: sgss_om@hotmail.com

Thanks.
Hoping to know you more.......(NO TY.)

God Bless :-p

ME: who are you? (just to make sure i don't know this creep)

HIM: (he replies four months later LOLOL)

Sory for the late reply.
I m Ben, 23, m, sg
know u randomly through facebook(SORRY I DON'T KNOW YOU)

Can u pls add me in
MSN: sgss_om@hotmail.com

OR

HP (SMS): 8174-0179

OR better both-??(NO I DON"T WANT TO CREEPPPPP)

ThAnks.

ME: i don't "know you". i will not add you.(i ain't in a friendly mood, sorry)

HIM: can't we be friends? (OMG HE DOES NOT KNOW WHEN TO QUIT)

ME: no, not when i have no idea who you are.(i think i am already being very civil.)

HIM: can't u add me on msn or wad that we chat to slowly know each other more? (OMG HE STILL DOES NOT GET IT! I DO NOT WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND!!!)

ME: right. so how do i know you're not a pedophile? (LOLOL. i should have used another word and perhaps not pedophile but aiyah w/e.)


i wanna sleep now so i might post more lol-able things soon. THIS IS FUNNY RIGHT!!!

Broken Strings - James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

<3

and did the song just sum it all up?

hello world.

dance syf is over and we got a silver! i am perfectly satisfied. i was worried we might end up with a bronze. and no more dance, so that's good! after the whole thing i was tired for two days straight. goodness knows why.

the dance instuctor cannot do decent make-up. she drew my brows OH WOE. oh well no one else was there to see me looking not like myself.

and the 2.4km run killed me. stupid fitness tests. why do you make me feel so blubber-ish and fat and unhealthy? wait, it's probably because i am unhealthy. hah. seriously though, halfway through the run my chest started to hurt then my stomach started to hurt and there was this really strange feeling, kinda like heartburn, but not really. it was strange. felt like my fats was going up my chest.

i need to go run more! but my thighs now hurt like crazy so um, no.

i really really want a pretty dress.

school is really draining. now that dance is officially over the teachers are going to hound me for my overdue work and drill chemistry concepts into my brain to no end.

still, my birthday's in two weeks! excited! sweet sixteen. i wish i had more time to enjoy it though. it's sad how we have to study like little robots just in order to score for the exams. those with birthdays around the O level period = sad little robots.

i used to have mid-years during my birthday but this year we don't! :3 oh but we have two prelim exams so that sucks.

i'm so bored. i owe my chinese teacher 9 pieces of lovely homework. should do 3 by sunday. hopefully.

i'm hungry. why isn't lunch ready?! yummy noodles are yummy.


totally want these.

and i kinda really wanna watch 17 again, hah. anyone pretty please go with me or something?

i feel so unproductive. also, i feel like i'm wasting my time. why am i writing letters of complaint to the police post about illegal advertisements being pasted up at the community centre? it's not like i actually care right?!?! will i ever write a letter like that? why not more meaningful questions at least? about education in sg? about global warming? etc etc?

pfft.

i fell like i have no purpose.

anyway. you should watch whose line is it anyway. and susan boyle. SHE BE AWESUM. she's 47! and on britain's got talent. GO AND WATCH OMG YOUTUBE PEOPLE.

or i might put it here soon.

SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL!!! dance is in two days, 22 april. coincidentally it's also SABRINA'S birthday! OH MY I HAVE NO MORE DANCE AFTER WEDNESDAY YOU KNOW?!?!?

I AM SO STOKEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

I GOT A TRUCK LOAD OF CLOTHES I WANT OMG. AND OTHER STUFF. i hate you urban outfitters. why the clothes all so pretty one.

but. i shall not kill your eyes with the fashion overload. these are a few for today. perhaps more on the next post.

oversized tees are so awesome. this tee looks like it could pair with almost anything.loose trousers! i like the relaxed feel.I WANT!!! perfect to wear under dresses and skirts. necessity!very very pretty hinge cuff. can pair with lots of outfits too.
OH PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY. this is so awesome awesome awesome. i love. im in love.
OCTAGON SUNNIES WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?!pretty pretty pretty. my vocabulary has shrunk to pretty. but it really is pretty!very cool roomy bag. can transform into a purse too!i don't usually wear earrings cos of my sensitive ears so i don't look at earrings much but these are very cool. this is beautiful. classic design, no?

i seem to have put together an entire outfit in this post. hmm but im not sure how the items would work together.

okay anyway SYF is on wednesday. im terribly anxious. for it to end. then i can go and rest in peace. uhh wrong usage of the expression but nevermind. i can't wait to be rid of the burden of having to show up but having the insane urge to skip dance all the time.

omg the muscles on the left side of my back are really tense right now. or is it only one muscle? i must have over-stretched during dance Zzz. i kinda... forced myself to go down while doing the back bend when warming up. the other time i hurt the right side of my back cos i went down too fast just before performing in front of the school. thankfully it isn't that bad.

GAH. i need to take better care of my muscles! but i want to stretch preoperly! Zzz. will all the random aches and pains i have DISAPPEAR. so horrible.

subway + homework doing tomorrow with chingmay. hopefully nothing crops up! AND hopefully i'll find something cute at the cotton on sale. SALE!!! amazing what one word can do to you. turns you into a blubbering mess of blubber.

rofl.

night all!

urban outfitters! some stuff that i like/LOVE.

it's a long sleeve tee! no! it's a sweater! anyway... it has pockets! :D i am solddddd.
ruffle neck!
simple but it's prettyyyyyyy. but over-priced.
denim awesomeness
MY FAVOURITE!!! it is awesome and pretty and amazing, is it not? xD
OMG! it's high waisted, AND it's long?!?! so. very. nice.lace!i. love. this. jacket. 'nuff said. AWESOME TEE NO?!
men's blazer hoho
silk scarf dress!
HELLO KEZIAH! GREAT BRITAIN!!! :D

okay but honestly they only thing i'd fork out money for is the knit print halter dress. you know, my favourite one! and perhaps the high waisted beauty? but it's really expensive ): or maybe the le paris tee but i'd rather go hunt for something similar here.

all the rest cen probably be found here. i mean, similar looking ones.

le sigh. I WANT CLOTHES CAN.

i am really surprised at this:



Kristen Stewart looks hot here but Robert Pattinson looks like a homeless man. i never thought little miss bella here could look this hot. but gosh, robert. you looked hot as cedric diggory in harry potter but here you look like a hobo. GO SHAVE!

i love kristen's eyes. sigh. me and my super solid dark brown irises. nevermind. my eyes are bottomless pits. you cannot figure me out.

and i love her corset dress! she wore it with converse sneakers. the only thing that bothers me is that there's something about her face that is stiff. it's just weird/awkward.

my obsession with clothes! it's horrific!

i need to go to this fashion and dive into a big pile of clothes and find something nice and cheap. beneath all that lian there has to be something nice.

cotton on is having a sale according to li wei. I WANT TO GO WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME!!!

sigh. i better slog it out for 6 more months. then SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGG. LOL. better save money too. then spend spend spend :D recession? what recession? lol. eh. spending = helping the economy, okay.

im a good citizen.

i foolishly clicked on this karlascloset, from li wei's blog. oh well i now consider it a good decision made anyway. her style is AWESOME.

i now want many many pieces of clothes. SPREE SPREE! yikes. i wish sg had more flea markets and vintage stores that sell awesome and precious items for dirt cheap.

i want my own thrifty thursdays! ):

i also want to lose weight. entirely for health purposes. i've been eating non-stop and definitely not exercising. isn't that so typically me? hah. but i actually kinda like my muscular thighs and calves sometimes. sometimes.

i think karla's real pretty! my eyeballs hurt from looking at all her outfits. there are like a gazillion. no shit. very pretty. i want a plain black leotard now. like ballet ones, without the little i-don't-what-you-call-it at the front. or an aa leotard. and blue oxfords. and blazers. a light grey classic cut one.

I WANT THIS!!!

i'm super sad because i'll never get to dress up like her, beacuse of the waether in sg. so. darn. hot.

anyway i was thinking of chopping off my locks. again. who can blame me when the weather's so hot? but i'm going to make sure my mum brings me to her new hairdresser who made her hair look thicker. hopefully he can help my flat hair and awkward neither-here-nor-there fringe.

pretty yellow pumps are pretty. and guy jeans! i want guy jeans. like those allison holker wore durign the hip hop dance with ivan.



the video. the jeans are awesome. so baggy. so cool. heh.

i think i must be getting pretty incoherent. i want a real pretty dress too. and i have the perfect excuse: my cousin's getting married!

HAHAH.
___

sunday! service was pretty good. li wei came, (: we sat in this long line. from right: joanna li wei yiwei eliada timothy joshua. then amos and clifford, joshua's and joanna's brothers.

it was a long line. the four girls had to squeeze in three seats. but then again, pew seats are large and comfy. so it wasn't all too bad.

worship was nice. i sang till my voice felt a little hoarse heh. and then the sermon was good. note-taking = fruitful.


and... i really love those two korean cuties. i learnt how to say hello and sit down properly in korean. from my junior in dance! better learn more before i leave that dreaded cca.

haven't been blogging! trying to sleep earlier these days. really tired. dance zaps my energy.

good friday tomorrow. (:

IT RAINED FOR LIKE 5 MIN JUST NOW AND ITS LIKE REALLY HOT RIGHT NOW WHAT WHY?!?!

i like rain. i wanted the rain. ):

oh well.

school = stressful. i need to study i need to study GAHHH. sat with chingmay! i need to rush out my bio tys. i haven't done a single one, seriously. mr chong doesn't even collect! but he wants it by thursday. that's why i wish i didn't have dance. it'll give SO MUCH MORE TIME to do the tys.

bah humbug.

two more weeks. i just have to tolerate it for two more weeks. four more practices. after syf, i'll be free.

finally.

from wanting to quit dance from sec 1 to now, i'm FINALLY FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so happy. no more cca. more time for a math! :D and bio/chem/emath/hist/ss/everything else.

:D :D :D :D :D

very happy you know.

i've been cranky lately due to dance and tiredness and stress. hopefully it's not permanant! but everyone's been feeling shitty lately.

school sucks. the sheep sucks. VPs suck.

i real warm. and sleepy. so goodnight!

i miss being a child.