I AM SO NERVOUS

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the last place you'd expect a thing like this to happen... and it does.

oh well.

my November/December is really packed! meeting with sha/uchan/claud and the wittybitches sg and thanksgiving dinner meeting and dyeing my hair and baking to sell to raise money for the mission trip and Danielle Seah coming back this Sat i think and youth camp and and and shoppinggggggggggggggggggggg

wow wow wow wow wow

recently i've been thinking so much about when it'll be my turn and then i think why am i so impatient why can't i wait?

Zzz.

oh crap i have to clear my stuff from the living room too. and possibly tidy up my room as well.

pancakes for breakfast tomorrow and it's off to packing and throwing away things i will never need again! haha

chingmay probably applying for job tomorrow? okay maybe scratch the pancakes. and packing up. yikes i keep delaying packing. i really need to do it tomorrow when i get back home then. or else mum's gonna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

so far i've watched coraline with mel (<3) and 2012 with keziah (don't really like the movie <3 the girl haha) and a christmas carol with jasmine/paxton and i'll be watching fantastic mr. fox with the wittybitches! i guess i'll have to wait for the release of the 500 days dvd or watch it online.

alex is desperately trying to defend his gender right now. haha. it's okay you don't have to stand up for singaporean dudes. also, i freaked him out by saying i could read his mind and that i knew he came to my blog. i was just using nuffnang to infer lah, actually. funny stuff. I CONVINCED HIM TO WATCH GOSSIP GIRL am i good or what

okay i have no idea why alex has one paragraph. i'm bored, waiting for whose line is it anyway to start.

it's 1am! half an hour more to whose line!

sorry for yet another wall of text.

alright i'm here again! ching a ling ling didn't come cos she forgot she had something on today and then i went back to sleep... i woke up again at 2pm. awesome huh. so i gave up baking and watched tv and became stagnant in front of the computer being on facebook.

okay so i did a little research for the upcoming interview i'll be having but that's about it.

oh oh oh my mum is going to Vancouver and then to Seattle and when she's flying back she's gonna make a stop at Tokyo for a couple of days... am very jealous! haha yeah but she said she'd get my Dr Martens boots for me there (save up to 10SGD = =) she insists on getting them for me because she thinks there might be some kind of offer there... or maybe they'll be selling it for cheaper at the factory outlets or something. i really hope she doesn't mistake a fake for a real one and buy me that lol.

hopefully she'll buy me UO/AA stuff! :3

so exciting!

and danielle seah is coming back soon! stoked!

and i have 100 dollars to shop in bangkok! AWESOME POSSUM, AWESOME SAUCE. i don't know where i heard this from but it's pretty awesome so imma use 'em.

hmm and i need more dresses. may my wardrobe expand exponentially over the next two-four months, haha.

i need to find my purple maxi dress!

i happened to read my 2007 posts omg i was such a mean narrow minded bitchy little girl. ):

ah well everyone had similar moments... i hope? at least i'm better now?

anyway e5 chalet was fun even though i didn't go cycling etc. the videos on fb are super funny/cute haha! watched A Christmas Carol with jasmine and paxton (it wasn't really awkward thank goodness) and i thought it was pretty awesome! kinda scary/creepy at parts but i guess that was the desired effect?

stayed over at chingmay's house yesterday with li wei :3 we had supper with her parents + sister and i was the last to sleep at 4.41am! HAH so much for being the good little church girl LOL who says we can't stay up?

love staying over at people's houses! just ast week i stayed over at keziah's house and then went to japanese gardens to watch the meteor shower but i only saw one awesome flash of white across the sky... still it was really fun!

i also baked christmas cookies! fun stuff the cookies turned out pretty good! i want to make a cheesecake soon too! and brownies even though i find them incredibly sweet. i realised i often make stuff for only one time and then move on to something else. like the blueberry cheesecake for ms tan chye i for her birthday last year and the blackberry coffee cake (replaced blackberries with blueberries) and chocolate chip cookies last year when i went out with shannen/claudia/uchan to astons... i should try getting more adept at making these lovelies but i guess im too impatient? always wanting to try out new recipes.

oh gosh another wall of text, this post.

AND I REALLY WANTED PROM ): SHEAR THE SHEEP SHEAR THE SHEEP!

and i will be turning into a redhead come 7th dec. YAY!

and also, two people have told me i am in the orientation camp for next year! i am so happy! apparently they think very highly of me and am assigning me to 1T1. i hope i can make these kids high and all! i think it sucks they don't get to stay over Zzz but hopefully the facilitators get to stay! :D it'll be so fun whoohoo!

i don't think i'll be getting a job afterall, things are going to get real busy and hectic once the prep for the mission trip really kicks in. unless i can find a job from jan-march? or a job that has really flexible hours?

should i rent gossip girl? i need to decide soon! but it's really expensive ): $19.90 for 7 days but i can't find season 2 episodes anymore! ): ): ):

really need to finish watching sytycd s4 and move on to s5 and s6! so lagging behind! and i'm so glad nicole won antm love her photos they're really stunning.

okay i suppose this ends the wall of text! good bye all

SHOULD I GO FOR IT AND DYE IT RED OR STICK WITH SAFE BORING BUT PRACTICAL BROWN?!

yiwei's hair looks pretty darn good! somehow i think elvina's and li wei's look really similar. like, same hair colour. or is it just me?

how to collect results next year like that! oh well i have the lovely people that dyed/are going to dye their hair facing the same predicament as me, right?

NO FEAR... i think.

class chalet soon but it's raining so heavily! unbelievable. if this was any other day that i'd be moping around at home it'll be awesome cos i love the rain but i don't want to get soaked while getting to pasir ris! aw man.

oh by the way... it feels so weird not having to wake up by a certain time and having to get your butt to school to study study study practice practice practice. maybe being goal-less isn't all that fantastic.

but then i have time to bake! i made Christmas sugar cookies yesterday! the icing's really sweet but i think the cookies themselves are awesome :3 maybe i'll use slightly lesser sugar next time. the dough's also really difficult to roll and the shapes are super nua when i cut them out with the cookie cutter... i need to be quick once i get it out of the refrigerator. i love the cookies so much! plus my mum's colouring can still be used! i have cherry red and egg yellow colour and i wanna buy more more more wheeeee

i'm crazy pretty much but yeah the rain's pissing me off! pray it'll stop when i leave the house :D

i should know better than to hope.

not here, not now.

but it stings. it stings to know.

and so it continues. never a participant, always just a spectator ion.

gosh look i used chem!

goodbye,

last paper tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tagboard replies

Sab: uh cos then people can go see also? haha i dunno!

Janice: haha really! coolxzxz lol

alright next on my list is going back to ballet! if I don't find a job then I'll go back earlier yup can't wait! I can feel my cellulite protesting HAHAHA but really I'm so glad I can finally sweat it out after so long! I probably need more leotards, a new pair of soft shoes and pointe shoes though. feel kinda bad for using so much of my mum's money but at least I don't have tuition anymore!

YAY NO MORE TUITION I'M SO HAPPY

okay. haha

I'm going to miss Zhonghua, I think. Not Dolly though, sorry. I've had awesome teachers and downright horrid ones and I guess even the bad ones had a part in shaping who I am, who I became. I still resent Dolly for not giving the go-ahead for prom. I really wanted to have some fun with the cohort and see everyone all dressed up and pretty.

at least we'll still have our respective chalets? oh yeah I think I'm gonna bake for the teachers next year when we're collecting results it'd be fun wheeeeee

I think I'm mildly kinda sorta insane. it's going to go away after tomorrow, I HOPE HAHA

okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee have an awesome day/week/November!

mel said i haven't been updating... so here goes!

okay everyone's been making lists/timetables for their post Os activities! alright alright so i've only seen keziah's and sabrina's (her blog!)

here's my pretty much unstable one:

-BAKE! (Christmas cookies, gingerbread men, cheesecake, brownies, the works)
-shopping (more fleas? in Bangkok too YAY :D)
-LEEKsticks (clothes anyone? :))
-job (?)
-watch awesome movies (The Blue Mansion, MJ's This Is It, hopefully Coraline&500Days of Summer?)
-Youth Camp
-Mission Trip
-E5 Chalet
-Christmas shopping

and probably more?

can't wait for Friday! :D

GAH NORAINI

"Venice Venice Venice"

PFFT.

okay hist tmr, I trust Mr Hazy more than noraini any day, any year, any time, etc etc

Japan better come out! Fascism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

or Stalin/Hitler lor. I don't mind.

okay byebye I go study