hi i am so bored.

i need a job and i need to lose weight. some.

recently i had some kind of obsession/liking for really short nails. i guess long nails are like practically wasted on me cos my nails are so small anyway.

the red my mum bought from eons ago looks pretty good but it's kinda too red? the coral's nice as well haha. if only i could find the shade of red in a lipstick. ooh wine red.

now that i've gotten my red dr martens i really want the black floral ones. too bad i didn't see anything at orchard central. i'm going to send in my resume TODAY. stop procrastinating already elly. before they hire someone else.

if the push comes to shove(i don't actually know how to use this phrase, just winging it LOL) then i suppose i'll just work with chingmay. i guess.

zzz i think i'm having heartburn or something. really congested in the chest. okay that sounded wrong. but then again not really. meh.

i really want matte black nail polish. at first i just wanted black but then i was at metro with my mum one day and this brand called L.A. girls had matte nail polish. sound super cool i want.

okay i just sent in my resume
*crosses fingers*
kept it pretty short, i don't think i'm good at selling myself and good at being convincing. kinda scared i would appear conceited?

anyway i happened to start reading my older posts and gosh was i a bitch. hopefully i've learnt to control my emotions more?

i want some frozen yogurt. i have vanilla cream yogurt in my fridge yay. it'z yumz.

ok sleepy already probably gonna bake tomorrow or on friday before going back to dear zhonghua. can't wait!