The maid's pissing me off just by sharing a room with me, just by asking me to eat, actually, she's pissing me off just by doing nothing. = =

I know I am very evil.

Just willing my mouth to keep itself sealed and not say anything. Anything stupid.

One more week. Only one more week and she leaves.

It just feels like every thing's against me at the moment. I feel so alone(and lonely too, for that matter) and helpless.

Anywho, I'm super obsessed with many things lace lately, and I got a lace skirt from http://earlgreyparty.com whose arrival I can't wait for. I wanna see how it looks like with my docs haha

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MY LIFE IS SO BORING OKAY ZZZ

Everyone else has things to do but me. So sick of this. If my mum's friend doesn't call to hire me for whatever event it is I'm going to try someplace else. So shitty.

I feel shitty.

I'm so everything-is-about-me I can't stand it. I feel so self-righteous then I feel so disgusted with myself.

I'm going to read The Goblet of Fire now to stop thinking ty. byebye.