I fell down the staircase in Zhonghua ):

I stepped on my hairdryer plug ):

I got my period. ):

I cried today for a very stupid reason ):

Okay so we were at Zhonghua and Li Wei Keying me were going to get our bags and PLAY WITH LANTERNS WHEEEEEEEE heh. I fell down the spiral staircase! Quite a few steps, my shin got the brunt of it. It is now bruised.

After going home I stayed up till really late/early video chatting with Sibyl. Then when I finally decided to sleep it was too darn hot so I tried turning on the air conditioning but the batteries on my remote were dead so I took my brother's. After returning it I stepped on my hairdryer plug which had traveled out a little from under the bed. At first I thought I was just going to see an imprint of the plug on my foot but alas! This flap of skin came off. ;_;

Had trouble walking when I woke up. Then I got my period at about 6pm ):

Today after church we went to my grandmother's and I went to take a nap. And when I nap I sleep for like 3 hours lol or more heh. Anyway it was time for dinner and my mum asked my brother to wake me up. He came into the room and went "RAHHHHH!"

I was so shocked I started crying.

I hate being all hormonal ):

So embarrassing because my mum found me in the room tearing and she told everyone ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ not that I was on my period but that I cried cos of what my brother did.

They then treated me like an invalid like say whut?

Anyway my cousin, who's 11, was so annoying. He asked what happened cos he didn't know, and his mum replied with something like "Jairus korkor scare(or was it bully idk) Eliada jiejie"? AND HE WAS ALL LOUD WHISPERING TO MY AUNT SAYING HE WOULDN'T LISTEN TO MY BROTHER IF IT HAD HAPPENED TO HIM. Okay then I interjected with a monotonic "I was sleeping" AND HE WAS ALL LOUD WHISPERING AGAIN SAYING HE WOULD NOT HAVE WOKEN UP LIKE DUDE IF YOU DIDN'T WAKE UP IT WOULD BECAUSE YOU'RE A PIG AND WHY DON'T YOU HAVE A GO AT BEING HORMONAL HUH YOU THINK YOU'RE THAT GREAT

okay just releasing steam okay I'm okay.

yeah I don't even know why I cried lol, because this isn't the first time my brother's done this to me. So embarrassing.

So, in conclusion, I'm bruised, can't walk, might have cramps soon and cried for no apparent reason.

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Going back to Zhonghua in a little bit! So excited.

I can't not miss that place, even with it being occupied by the most annoying people ever: Dolly and Noraini being a few of those. Without them we would have lesser things to talk about, to reminisce the old times with. Sometimes I wish the education system was different, I wouldn't mind another 2 years in Zhonghua, so kinda like high school? But then again I don't know how much more of Math I could take. And being absolutely flabbergasted at whatever came out of Noraini's mouth.

Ahh anyway I miss it still.

I need more clothes ):

All my after-exam to-dos just flew out the window. Was supposed to clean my room, but lookie here still as messy as ever. It's a never ending pile of things I'll always need to clear and stuff I'm supposed to but I won't because of ~sentimental~ value or I think it will ultimately come in handy one day. lol not much point when I won't be able to find it anyway because of the mess. Sigh.

I want yoghurt, zzz. Had some on Tuesday when I went to have steamboat with Cherlyn/YY/Danielle BUT NOT ENOUGH okay. I wanna try J.Co's too! I used to put Fruity Pebbles on my Yami Yogurt all the time but now I'm discovering pumpkin seeds and sunflower seeds are really good too lol. I dunno about fruits, strawberries can be too sour at times?

Roar does this post not prove how much of a life I do not have? ):

Ah whatever. Going to Zhonghua for a lovely time.

"Who do you think you are?"

Went to church yesterday for the Adult Christian Fellowship. Yeah, I only went cos Dad went and there was no dinner at home. Ended up watching G-Force with the kids instead of the adult prog they had heehee. Had a good laugh at some parts that were pretty genius and laughing at the stupidity of the rest of the show. SERIOUSLY, GUINEA PIGS AND A MOLE LOL

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On the bus thinking about last year and I got so upset with myself. I keep doing the same thing over and over. What makes it okay to do that especially since it has not worked out before? But I still keep doing it.

This song makes me legit depressed. Okay maybe not depressed but certainly puts me in a sad mood.



Yeah romantic love story and shizz right, I don't know it reminds me of something that makes me unhappy.

I don't actually know what to say here anymore.

All the deep stuff is over at my ~*speshul place*~ and I don't feel the draw of blogging about the mundane things in my life.

And besides I have no life, I'm quite bored these days.

Gonna play me some sims 3 tomorrow and feel more occupied. For some reason videos have been loading really slowly ): ANTM is loading REAL SLOW UGH.

SEE WHAT I MEAN THIS STUFF IS SO BORING.

Um. Oh today I came across this anorexic person's tumblr. And I was looking through at all the pictures she reblogged of all these skinny people and I was thinking

omg so skinny whut?

And Mum heated some food and I was eating so so so sinful and good fatty pork and it was really good haha I was thought

I will never be anorexic lol. I can literally still eat after seeing all those pictures and posts of her counting her calories how do you even count calories how many calories does an apple have? Different types of apples different sizes HOW TO COUNT? and talking about starving themselves and exercising like mad omg I actually got a bit freaked out

Okay. But I still feel kinda porky now HA. Need exercise, too lazy to do it.

Rawr.

Oh yeah I really want new clothes. And shoes.

So... I don't have anything else to say?

Updated.

I hope you're satisfied

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