I've been much better ^^ Maybe it was really just a weird phase thing I went through.
I was thinking in the shower and also after I showered. You know how there are moments that determine things in a person's life, and those moments can affect your life drastically.
For a certain person, there was a moment where we could've been close friends. I was about to tell (let's just call said person X) X about this guy I used to like. We were around this person for the entire day practically but there was a short amount of time where we were alone.
I tried not to be too obvious, because this person was still on my mind and I was still getting over him, so I said to X "hey you know blabla..."
But X was too busy telling me about X's problem. And I listened to X. I didn't tell X about him. I though, ah well I guess I wasn't meant to tell this particular secret of sorts to X.
I think X thinks we're pretty good friends, but I don't share that view. I'm sorry but really, no.
I know sometimes I think I give a lot of myself to my friends, but my friends also take quite a bit of nonsense from me. X has never had that privilege of having to endure my nonsense for an extended period of time. So.
Guys, if you're not hot or cute or stuff, take note.
1. Do not ask for a girl's timetable when all you want to do is have lunch. It's creepy. (okay, good looking guys cant do this either)
2. Do not try and act cute. It's gross.
3. Do not talk to a girl repeatedly (online or off) when she does not seem to be thrilled about it.
I might have more later. I'm sorry, it's not that girls are superficial but looks do kinda play a part in how we perceive you. And if you're not good looking acting cute is so off the cards.
um. yeah I need to go off now hurhur Deepavali at Tashka's house wheeee yummmm