I just realised I can't vent this on any Internet platform I'm using. Cos I don't want certain people to see

Not fb not twitter not this blog not tumblr. Only livejourbal I guess but I'm on my itouch and I can't go to lj from here.

I guess so goodbye.

And also I think I want to spend Sunday alone after church. Dont want to go for Sunday school cos it's memory verse competition and seriously I haven't memorized any of the verses

I can't memorize them all by Sunday

Why do we even have memory verse competition.

I honestly think it's a waste of time.

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I have a headache. Zzz.

I think I'll spend Sunday afternoon alone then go home for dinner or something. Sleep early cos I have attachment the next day.

I feel like swearing right now gosh

Why am I leaking tears again I don't even know why

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I shouldn't care cos it's only man made milestone. It's only I number why do I care.

Not like I had some big thing when I turned 16 so why would this be any different.

I just don't remember this level of stress two years ago

I wanted to be 16 forever