today is such a mixed day. was supposed to go out with my mum. which we did, later on, but during lunch my grandmother fell off her chair.

she fell backwards, but i think she fell on her bum which is not as bad as falling on her back. then my maid got so flustered she started talking really loudly and at one point it sounded like she was scolding my grandma(i couldn't decipher her Malay), and my grandma even said sorry to her ._. anyway my maid managed to get her up on the chair then i thought she'd be okay but after lunch she couldn't walk back to the couch.

i went over to see if i could help her walk but she couldn't move her right leg at all and she was shaking so i pushed the stool over for her to sit then started asking her where it hurt. she told me only her leg hurt and everything else was fine. i think i must have asked her like 3 times in 30 min. wanted to make sure she was really okay other than the leg.

called my dad and told him, i kept calling my mum but she was having her pilates lesson. dad said he'd come home and bring her to a doc. the maid called my uncle then i told him my dad was coming back. after a while i was at the comp then she said she could walk so i went to over to help the maid support her but once she stood up she felt the pain again. dad called again, said he'd call the ambulance instead cos she couldn't walk.

my maid got me a little pissed off cos she kept wanting to shift my grandma over to the couch and she even said something like she very 'susa'(?) cos she couldn't help bathe my grandma and etc etc cos she couldn't walk. hello, what is more important: bathing her or making sure her leg is okay? at one point she even took out clothes and adult diapers to change my grandma. ._.

anyway i think my grandma was still quite okay. i told her her son was gonna bring her to the hospital then distracted her by asking her if she knew who i was. obviously she forgot. at one point she kinda leaned forward then the maid thought she was going to fall again and she tried to catch my grandma and ended up hitting their heads together. grandma was fine but the maid's head hurt then my grandma was like "eh you knocked my head" which was quite amusing and broke the tension.

after that i met my mum and we went shopping but i think i lost the mood. bought a few things.

so dad texted my mum, told us the x-ray didn't show anything which is a relief because her bones aren't cracked or fractured or anything like that but she has to stay in the hospital for observation for two to three days. hopefully she'll return safe and sound and the maid will learn to be much more careful with my grandma. she was supposed to make sure my grandma sat on the chair properly lor! maybe we should give her a chair with the back thingy.

i think she'll be fine. i sure hope so.

HELLO BLESSED CHRISTMAS :D

was good, but then i kind of regret something. oh well yeah.

i got presents hoho. four from my aunts, a few from other aunties from church, mel's cookie thingy, liwei's hilarious one, cherrii's and carichel's, nigel's, and no more, i think.

i wasn't even expecting anything this year can. anyway i still have to make christmas cards for people and buy presents for those who bought for me. shopping tomorrow with my mum! so i can do all that then.

school's starting in a few days D:

i shall do my utmost best to enjoy the last few days of 2008. this has been a pretty weird interesting year.

i will also attempt to do a bit of a maths and biology.

that's all.

hello! as you can see, i have a new blogskin. i like my icons teehee.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE! 8D

ARE YOU HAPPY LIKE ME? XD

okay i have to finish up my Chinese zuo wen and later, my mum and i are going to compass point and i will look for some pretty hairclips!

i really wonder when i became so girly. hmm.

eliada is still happy! rejoice rejoice! God is so good :D

okay i do qt before doing homework first. bye<3

i have been weird lately. weird as in... i don't actually know how to describe it. it feels nice though!

what can i say, i love feeling great. you probably don't geddit. NEVERMIND.

AND SIMIN AH! DON'T LET YOUR MUM READ MY BLOG AH! it would be awkward. and weird. and strange. very, very strange.

hey guys my cousin spies on me! :O -gasps- no la i don't mind. you ah, must be good hor! XD

CHRISTMAS COMING SOON. i'm happy like anything. i love my blue toenails! and soon to be blue fingernails hoho.

but then school is starting. i am dreading it so bad. must study. must. it is not an option.

have Chinese tuition tomorrow! oh well get it over and don't with, i say. then i can enjoy Christmas whoohoo~

From The Inside Out - Hillsong United



i like this song loads :]

a thousand times i've failed
still your mercy remains
and should i stumble again
i'm caught in your grace.

he'll always be there to catch me when i fall. thank you Lord :)

alrighty. off to bathe. this is my 562nd post! i wonder how many are meaningless posts on tc5/narnia/sytycd or the rest of the bunch of celeb crushes i have. rofl xD

hello hello non-existent people reading my blog 8D

came back from church camp last thursday feeling awesome. yay!

okay i don't make much sense but whatever. blind mice/mafia = best games ever heh.

i got to take care of little monsters during camp! okay make that many little monsters, one big little monster called Allie and one very cute non-monster called Hannah. (: Hannah is the cutest kid ever, seriously. and Allie is... very spoilt. tsk. she punched my ear and went "fight fight!"

._. after that i went to find her dad. lol.

oh oh i seem to be spending quite a lot lately! yesterday i bought a humongous canvas shoulder bag from cotton on (which i love to bits) and dark blue nail polish. today i got nail polish remover and a nail buffing block (like wahlim's)! but all these will probably last quite long. yay~

i'm meeting nicole tomorrow to get my canvas bag painted! yay yay very stoked.

i skipped dance today ._. not my fault! well, not really. i texted Zhimin yesterday to ask her if there was dance but she didn't reply. today when i went to school to buy my books i found out from wahlim that there was dance. by the time i bought my books i was already 1 hour late. so i went home.

whatever. i don't like chinese dance.

i need people's msn. tsk. like Yi Xin, Vanessa, Zi Yan, Dawn, Yi Ting, etc etc. will ask Faith. wait wait check bcyouths.com first HAHA.

okay find a lot already! i will add people 8D AND MY COUSIN GOT INTO ZHONGHUA! whee so happy :D

okay i just lost the will to post

BYEBYE LOR 8D

you know!!! the other day i dreamt i was doing the viennese waltz. the music was keep holding on by avril lavigne but the image of anya and danny doing the viennese waltz to you and me by lifehouse kept appearing in my head. so random. i wish i wish i wish i could learn ballroom!!!

and swing and latin and everything. and hip hop. and go back to ballet finish the freaking syllabus and do contemporary modern dance. dang.

i want to have katee shean's (sytycd s4) skill. seriously, a perfect 180 degree ponche without much help at all?! gah. (sorry for ballet technical terms) basically in the ponche you lift your back leg up until it's one straight line. mindblowing, no? i used to be able to do that when i was... 9. and with someone pushing my leg till it was 180 degrees. now... i don't know. i need a protracter to estimate. i think somewhere in the middle of 90 and 180 degrees. 135 degrees, perhaps?

i would show you the video but no one would watch it anyway. here's a pic.


okay so she's doing this but her body is slightly higher and her leg is 180 degrees. and she's not in pointe shoes. she is also not holding a barre. there's this guy holding on to her waist and one of her hands only. it takes skill, people. AND I THINK I CAN STILL DO THAT!!!!! like that girl in the pic omg yay~ but my body is twisted ._. fail. AND SHE IS SO SKINNY WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD. D:

i think i am lucky to still be able to do the splits.

i am so horribly bored. yesterday i was insomniac. i was in bed, but i couldn't get to sleep. think i finally slept at three? would have used the computer but my mum chased me to bed at 1.30am.

gah. tsk.

this post has been wiped clean! 8D

i shall not let you see my vulnerable-ness. (:

gah.

i need a diary lol. just me and my weird thoughts. thank heavens i know my mum will never read it. but obviously i wont put it in an obvious place.

i feel strangely hollow.

i keep telling myself to do homework but im not. hah. no surprises there.

when will i ever learn?

whee. bad day. feels like dung. feel like a bad friend too.

been awhile since i got so personal with my blog. guess blogger's not all that hopeless after all.