was reading a fashion blog: http://tavi-thenewgirlintown.blogspot.com
went there from alex's blog http://www.memysuperheroandahug.blogspot.com/
and suddenly i was bored of my usual clothes and my hair.
and now i feel like going all out crazy HAHA
and the reason why this is kinda strange flowing is obviously because i've been blogging in my head (again) while cooking and the awesome posts i think i will type never turn out. yup.
in any case i realised i suck at cooking much? mum wanted me to go down to compass point with her since it's just the two of us at home but i really couldn't be bothered with changing and going out so i said no and attempted to cook some fried rice. i think the chopped up long beans didn't get the chance to cook enough, tasted a little raw still but i suppose it's almost kinda a good attempt for a first-timer.
pictures for you~


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i don't know what this expression is but yeah. imagine if i wore this out whoot. the black thingy at the side is this zipper rose + black feathers hairband uchan got from macau. or china. same difference? she bought three different ones but i ended up with the loudest piece cos shannen and claudia got to choose first.

does this make my legs look longer or am i still delusional?
from now on i think i shall be more adventurous with my dressing and be almost anti-fashion.
and and just two days ago i started sorta kinda talking to alex + andrew again yay fun i miss tuition with them le sigh much? but yes when both of them are in sg we shall go out!
go check out alex's blog/tumblr/lj or something i think her style's awesome and i heart the photos she takes! as in she looks nice in photos and she also takes nice photos. haha.
she dances too ^^
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but the topic of ballet and going back is not a ^^ one, i'm afraid. mum has been asking me when i want to go back because she found a teacher for me and i was supposed to go back in jan but i've been procrastinating and such.
i think it's fear. if i don't go back by april i'd have stopped dancing ballet for 3 years. it's so scary for me because what if i can't do all those things i used to be able to do? i wasn't very good in the first place but i'm pretty sure i'm worse now. i'm too stiff too fat too -
bah all this feel like excuses now ):
i know in the end i will go back but this procrastinating is annoying me. i should just go back already. right? RIGHT?!
okay. more soon. byeee