WONDERFUL DAY WITH MY GIRLS ON SUNDAY

Claudia treated us to lunch and Shannen bought the cake! And UChan got us carebears so cute. I got Claudia a lip tint in Intense Berry which smells fantastic and Shannen 2 eyeliner, black and blue. Girl, do not use those together, LOLOL

I really liked what I got them so I was so glad they got so excited over them :D Best thing was I wrapped Claudia's like candy and she really thought it was candy. She said "I thought it was Haribo!" And already she was so excited lol

I like getting broke for my favourite people, haha.

I WANT TO MEET KOH CHING A LING LING haven't seen her in quite a while. I think we're going somewhere to sit and look at boys on Sat hahaahahahah. Starbucks too okay boobs!

Sigh I keep missing people.

Hopefully I'll be almost as close to my current class as the people I miss. I don't know but somehow there feels like there's something in between. A chasm too wide to cross. Because maybe by crossing I'll lose my people. That's scary.

Somehow I feel too different.

Not to discount them from their being great though. They are. I Just. Need more time?

Hmm and today Hip Hop class was taken by Saffy cos Justice(don't ask) wasn't feeling well. She made us do more than 70 crunches and 50 arm dips. My upper abdomen and triceps are going to die tomorrow. And she made us bounce a lot. I loved it, actually. The pain searing through my muscles was *gasp* nice. I'm not a sadist it's just that I knew the endorphins were coming. Felt good, to sweat. Wish Justice would do that but then he knows some people can't do these things so he slows it down. I liked doing the plank last week, but the push-ups were a big fail for me, I couldn't them at all cos my arms were so weak. Dips were easier.

I think I prefer warming up, stretching and conditioning more than the actual dancing. Gosh.

Am so annoyed with my brother stealing my cereal and milk. I need for my breakfast okay! I don't know if I should stop because I'm gaining weight ):

3 meals a day now. All of the holidays it was 2. Haha not due to choice, cos I woke at 12pm just nice to have lunch. Pre-slight-weight-loss was that of Zhonghua days. Practically 3 meals, recess lunch dinner. But my breakfast is healthier now! And is considered breakfast unlike recess which is too late to be breakfast and is instead considered brunch, although I still ate lunch after school.

Ah. I don't know. I wish I could transfer weight to Keziah haha. And Shannen.

Maybe I should fall really sick again like in Chiang Rai and therefore induce weight loss due to lack of appetite. Eh wait no. I ate about the same amount as I usually do, even snacked more. Maybe I need the cold. Maybe it was just the sickness. Was it the diarrhoea? LOl getting too TMI TMI here but yeah. I can't bear restricting my food intake. More exercise? Join D3?

Maybe. I want to lose that 1 kg and stay there I liked that number I was!!!

If I'm back where I am 3 years ago...

GG.

SERIOUSLY.

Pretty funny though.

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Wanted to upload photos, really, but I couldn't. Tried many times okay! Put the photos into my thumbdrive, maybe try somewhere else tomorrow. I don't see what's the problem though, it used to be fine the last few albums. ):

I realised I miss zhss to death. Even though NP/HMS/ECH/T01 is turning out to be pretty good. I miss it badly. I want to start secondary school life all over again. 1E6/2E6/3E5/4E5 everything.

Meh. Maybe I need to move on. HAHA random thought: I don't like anyone now so I'm turning my thoughts to zhonghua. But zhss deserves it.

Sigh hmm.

Can't wait to meet ANGMOMO, S.HO and Vong tomorrow. More zhss memories too, conveniently! Heh. Miss them to bits. The JC kids are so busy and Ang is so far away in TP. Makes me wonder why I didn't just go to TP in the first place. Nearer to my house, and apparently the hot guys are situated there. hhahahaaha

No no no I shall not regret my decision. It was the right one.

So. Yesterday after class I went down to Zhonghua my lovely and it was lovely.

Kez was talking about how nice it was to sit with so many people and feel completely at ease. No need to put your best foot forward, no need for pretence. Just be yourself.

Poly's a lot more superficial in a sense.

Lesson: bringing a dslr means not being able to camwhore as much = = haha maybe next time I'll just bring my panasonic or canon ixus.

Dance performed! Lousy as usual, but gosh Ming Min is still so flexible lol. And all the sec 1s look so tiny and cute!

Free dinner at zhonghua heehee even though the siew mai sucked.

Seeing all the people and teachers was soooooo nice. Really no other word for it. It's really like going home.

To quote Li Wei "it's so weird because before we graduated we were just existing as very different cliques in our own little world, but once we graduated we just seriously amalgamated into one big gang and everyone is talking to everyone else like they were good friends since a very long time."

I was never close with people like Felicia or Audrey (Tham), but yesterday was just like a gathering of old close friends. After the reception we broke up into groups to different places and I went with a great big bunch of people to CHANGI AIRPORT. Thanks ah Joseph for the suggestion. LOL it was fun but I reached home at 12 midnight. Lucky for me Dad didn't even say anything.

I want more days like this! Talking about nothing much in particular and laughing at Joseph being an idiot.


I took this! Later on Huafei would call a poor junior over to take a photo for us but it was ultimate fail cos he didn't look into the viewfinder like I told him to but just pointed the camera in the centre and took the picture. LOL.


More photos on self timer!


The group that went to Changi Airport!

Hopefully there'll be another day like this soon!

Number of posts I've had since I created this. 801.

Went to canteen 2 today cos canteen 4 for too far, even the motivation of seeing more guys and possibly cute ones wasn't enough gravitational pull.

A few alright dudes, but I wasn't really interested in looking LOL. YinShuang spotted a cute ACJC guy. Tsk, way to crash her dreams hahaha

Hip hop/Popping today. I have firmly come to the conclusion that I'd much rather watch people do Hip Hop and feel the beat inside of me than to dance it properly. Mmm who knows, maybe my views will change heh.

Miss ballet. Don't know if I should go check out D3 or just do the damn ballet syllabus. But where to go also right.

Poly is tiring stuff. Travelling for such a long time is sad business. Even if you do nap/sleep it's not exactly very effective. I kept nodding ):

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

I'm bored and tired. Bye y'all.

800th post whoot.

First things first HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNEN HO LOVE LOVE LOVE ENJOY YOUR FAMILY DINNER IN JB ^^

Li Wei got me a body polisher = = LOL so unexpected. Ahhh it's an okay Christmas present i think but birthday present a bit O.O super funny.

I WANT MAH ROMPER KOH CHINGSHINGZ WEDNESDAY YOU BETTER BE FREE roar

Oh no school again ): I'd rather have e-learning all over again. Then I don't have to wake up early haha.

Scholarship interview was strange, and went by really fast. Hmm. Still wondering about the whole bond thing. A bit no feel but at the same time got feel. Haha.

I want me some Old Chang Kee chicken wings. I had one this morning as usual but I feel like having one now. So unhealthy but mmmmm.

All food food food.

Gosh so tempted to just get Oreos and then mix the cream with ice-cream and make sandwiches. Bake bake bake.

Li Wei stalking someone see lah Chingmay told you cute you still say okay only. Is cute lor.

Haha I'm just typing whatever I'm thinking of.

): to WritComm/EEPE/ITA assignment

Roar. I hate referencing. And doing research.

I shall join Li Wei and play Neopets. OMG seriously the last time I played was so many years back.

Tumblr is bad for me.

Sigh I really want money money money broke since I ran out of angpao money. Also just got 3 presents so yeah, wow, everything is gone gone gone.

Money. Roar. Shoes and make up and dresses and tops more tees money money money

Sometimes it sucks when you think about things and wow, Taylor Momsen's my age but she's so much richer and all that. Yikes. Makes me worry, because in the future it's not as if I'm going to earn a lot. Blah.

I need to start saving money! Yes save save save save

who am I kidding I suck at saving.

I didn't bake after all, no mood to, haha. Next week? And. Am so making a smoothie soon. Need. Fruits.

Need a good haircut any recommendations?

And meh, other countries have a much wider range of docs, boo Singapore. I want my floral docs. ):

This post doesn't have a topic can you tell?

Oh and I really want those expensive topshop denim oxfords but I will never have them. Also I'm beginning to look at gloss differently, maybe they're not that bad after all.

I know material goods never satisfy

but I just want more.

When can you cross the line and start getting used to loneliness?

I'm so tired of feeling lonely.

But it's just that specific area of my life lah.

Zzz.

See lah, go NP, cute guys are rare and far between.

Bought a F21 hope connector ring! So shiok. Li Wei has the gold one I got the silverrrr. Funny thing is she likes the silver but couldn't find and I prefer the gold but didn't see the silver. But we can't exchange anyway fingers sizes differ too greatly haha

I miss Zhonghua.

):

I miss obsessing over something! SYTYCD premiers 27 May and I can't watch. So annoying. I want to see Travis, Pasha, Mark, Allison, Neil, and Anya.

I need new obsesshuns where are they. Where art thou.

I should sleep.

Haven't been blogging, too lazy and the excuse of being swamped by e-learning is fun too.

Wanted to bake but I woke up at 1.30pm and after lunch I was too lazy. Maybe tomorrow haha.

Expedition getting birthday presents for Claudia and Shannen will start soon(or maybe tomorrow too LOL) and then I'll be going down to Orchard Cine for the dinner with my FOC group.

Birthday was good, but other than that nothing has changed. Thanks to my S4G for the JMraz DVD I seriously didn't expect anyone to get that for me! And Mel for the ice-cream buffet!

Still waiting for presents HAHA. Please gimme gimme gimme

Went to Chinatown with T01 on Wed! They got their long skirts and we're wearing them on Monday. Heard that T02's gonna wear their secondary school uniform... if that's true it'll be pretty funny hahahah. Anyway took quite a lot of pictures with Dad's dslr! It's so nice to take photos with it aw.

Also thanks to Yanling for coming down yesterday to let me use her laptop heehee! Making the contacts list was surprisingly fun.

I will upload photos now before I never do it. Good day LOL

After many many notifications from facebook and text messages on the phone

Eh I never really knew I could mean so much. Granted, all it takes is to make your fingers fly over the keyboard and type "Happy Birthday!" on my wall after clicking on the link to my profile page when you log in to fb, but still.

This morning I was wondering what was the point of celebrating birthdays, it's to commemorate the day you were born and practically all the people that your parents knew would congratulate them and etc.

If I could only do one thing on my birthday every year, it would be to spend it with my family. They've been there ever since I was born and even before. Friends are infinitely important but family reigns supreme. Especially since this was a really good reason for the whole family to come out and eat dinner together. We haven't had that in ages.

Also gave me a chance to talk to Mum. Better than nothing.

And yesterday I was over reacting = = I really need to stop being so emotional.

I'm expecting more fb wishes right up till 11.59pm tonight, haha.

I can and I will make an impact.

It's my birthday, but I cannot find no cause for celebration
-Mr. Curiosity, Jason Mraz.

I'll celebrate my birthday, but the reasons get fewer and fewer with each passing year. I don't want to grow up.

Why do I feel like crying?

See the scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me

I think I understand why some people are always looking to be in a relationship. Maybe. Or at least, I know my reasons for wanting a boyfriend. Sometimes I don't but mostly I do. Sad, really.

I'm looking for love this time, sounding hopeful, but it's making me cry, trying not to ask why.

HEH ITA CLASS NOW

So I'd kneel and pray

AKHA Mission Trip
Nicky
Janice
Nat
Danielle
Mel
Josh
Amos
Sunika
Isali
Malee
Kaka
Ahpapon
Sutnii
Yi Neng
Sec 1 Orientation camp 2010
Crazy Sec 1s
Facils

I want to go back to Thailand but term break won't allow me. We'll see about Sec 1 camp next year.

I'm in the mood to write again after so long

No, not Writ Comm. Thesis statement can die for all I care.

Rays of sun hit your face, Tyra would say you found the light. My anxiety fades as I try to take that picture of a memory in my mind, see, I forgot to bring my camera out again. But then again I doubt the picture would do you any justice.

Just stay there a while longer, won't you? We'll prolong the moment as long as possible, till time demands our presence in the real world.

I really couldn't ask for anything more.

"Don't ...(say anything), you'll ruin it."
(more or less a quote from A Lot Like Love)

Roar I feel a little hypocritical cos I've never gone through something like that but I seriously don't think many others have either. Well, so there.

Attachment was confusing mainly because our(Geetha's and my) mentor is new and she didn't know what we were suppose to do there either.

Saw quite a lot of kids behaviour I wouldn't approve of and also teacher handling of situations that I don't agree with. I'm hoping it's because of the transition of renovations that they're going through. Hmm it's all learning points for me anyway.

The greatest thing is still the distance the centre is from my house. Even if i wake up late I can just throw on clothes and rush out and reach under 10 minutes! Love la love.

Anyway first time there was pretty boring. Gonna ask the rest how their days went and what their mentors said so we can be on track.

Oh and btw, cider>beer. Bro brought back some and I'm so drinking that when I hit 18. Uhhh or maybe before I hit 18. Best to drink it at home in case I still suck and turn red almost instantly when I drink alcohol. Hahahaha

Right tired, going to pack and then go to bedddddd

Attachment tomorrow!

Exciting but scary but more exciting than scary.

I am really tired I took my time to wash the dishes and wipe the table and clear the gross stuff in the sieve thingy in the sink

I had Chamomile tea I took Calcium supplements

Bathes, watched Super Nanny

I love that show

Almost toyed around with the idea of dropping French but class was fun

Good night world.

something worse comes after pms.

I used to not have pms ):

As least not so much. My friends kept me insane and happy. Now I'm so bloody emotional over every little single little thing tsk.

I pray hard I won't be in my first/second/third day of period during my birthday, seriously. It would suck a lot.

I think I expected too much out of the poly experience. Now I'm left feeling disappointed.

How the whole briefing was announced was just so disgusting, really. It's like they had no respect for our plans or for us and just told us it was compulsory. And after that they didn't even take attendance. There are people who skipped it and nothing is going to happen to them.

Makes me rather mad.

I'm really grateful though, that my attachment to this childcare centre is just 4 hours a week and it's really close to my house. I think God knows how frustrated I was at having to travel so long to school and going home. Now I just have to walk 5 min to and from the centre on Tuesdays. Love that.

Thank you Jesus. And NP. Heh

I didn't go for NRA auditions after all. I'm not really into looking cool in baggy pants and wearing Nikes and baggy shirts and trucker caps. There's this year 2 senior in ECH that doesn't fit that stereotype at all and dances like a maniac so I was re-thinking my decision because I could be somewhat like him but I'm not passionate about dancing Hip Hop, I'm more into watching and learning about it I guess? And I don't want the pressure of the auditions.

Anyway it was at 12pm and I was too lazy to wake up and go audition. Saturday afternoon, and I don't have the burning desire to join them... so yeah.

I might just go and ask if D3(the lyrical/jazz dance group) is willing to take in members even auditions is over, if I'm in the mood.

If not then I guess photog club?

Church tomorrow yay. And Zoukflea with Chingaling and Leeway!

It just feels like my problems are too small

and other people's needs are bigger than mine.