I was bathing, and I thought, this sucks, I still have the assignment to complete, God help me please? Then wondering if I was too much, and if he'd really help me when I need it.
Okay. Work time. For real.
I think I feel like I'm losing a sense of who I am because being a Christian used to be such a defining aspect of me, of my life, and now it's so shaky I'm losing a hold on my life. Even though I was really more of a Sunday Christian. But at least I was very sure of what I believed in. And now I don't. I was bathing, and I thought, this sucks, I still have the assignment to complete, God help me please? Then wondering if I was too much, and if he'd really help me when I need it. Okay. Work time. For real. |