It's strange. I offered to lead the sec 1 teen SG yesterday, after Faith tried to get me to lead the sec 2 gorup with her, but I really can't stand the thought of leading raph and the other boys. I might kill them omg. So I said I didn't mind the sec 1s, and I think James is going to need A LOT of help leading them. I also did it because I want to do something to improve the situation in church. We're not bonded at all and I want to be pro-active about it and not just complain about the situation.
NYE celebrations was quite the experience, although I'm pretty sure I'll never do anything of that sort again, plus it wan't my cup of tea.
MBS was quite lovely, the bed is SO GREAT. LOL. Infinity pool, the jacuzzi, the complimentary chocolates...
I feel kinda bad for not going to watchnight service, but this was good and I don't regret it. I mean, if they more youth to go they should make it more attractive right! And end on time. They did for this one but it's not like that all the time and I don't want to sit in the sermon wondering why the speaker can't just get on with it and let us celebrate.
Anyway I wanna go to Thailand this year, so I'm going to miss another watchnight service.
So... new year, and I'm already up to my knees in commitments and assignments.
I guess this means I won't be getting attached this year then. LOLOL
Teen SG, Kindergarten Sunday School, S4G, DG, school, tutoring my cousin
I am really terrified.
Which is why I hope this will make all the more inclined to remember that I cannot do this on my own and I will get the strength I need from God and rely on Him.
I do have high hopes for this year.
And many resolutions, but I'm not telling anyone. Apparently when you tell someone your new year resolutions, most of the time you get a positive response, and you feel pretty good about it, which the brain mistakes for actually doing it. Mistaking the talking for the doing is something I do A LOT. So now I'm not going to tell anyone and see how it goes.
But you can still ask me to remember to track my progress haha.
New year, new beginnings.
New complications.
New complications.
Let's do this.